back from Bangkok...

i will say it is a fun trip..
coz we crap, we joke and we laugh..
we certainly buy a lot of things back.. haha..
and we have a new Fa-Ge in the home..
oooops....
sometime when we shd relax and chill by the cafe..
we just need a break..
and i am going to my long deserve break..

well the trip is really good..
we shall do it again next time! :)
sometime you just need steady buddies..
photos on insta, facebook and snapchat.. :)
haha..

well..
and today is his dad birthday!
happy birthday uncle.
although i know he can not see..
but just thank god for his care and concern in the past..
specially with his homecook chili crab..
that is super yummy..
miss but i am to say that it is in the past..
look forward yo..
haha.. :)

anyway..
i am back for 1 day before going to chiang mai again..
envy of all..
haha.. :)
but my wallet burning in high flame..
haha..

and i super duper miss my sotong..
haha..
1 day and next day i will be gone again..
how am i to survive..
haha..

i realise a lot of ppl have birthday in dec..
coz sotong mummy also dec baby..
haha..
we are going to have dinner later.. :)

yummy!!!
and i am back to office to clear something before i go off home to unpack and pack my clothing again..
haha.. :)

okay..
1 more day..
this shall be my last post of the year 2016.
wait for me to come back  and write about my 2017 new year post kay..
i will miss all of you ya.. haha.. :)

last day counting..

what a christmas and New year when i am far far away..
haha..

1 more day to a better start morning and avoiding all these shits!!!
it just can not describe my feeling better..
haha.. :)

anyway..
i think it is a good for my relax time..
i dont wan to care so much anymore..
sick of all the political fights..
i dont wan to get involved at all..

hope when i come back..
all things will be good..
haha.. :)

got him a g-shock watch and burn a hole in my bank acc..
haha.. :)
sorry ppl.. i love g-shock.. hahahaha...
well a belated birthday present and an early christmas gift..
i am not looking at any kind of give back..
so ya.. :)

i think my two weeks trip have pros and cons..
but it also allow me to cool my head off...
think shan.. think...

time for my resolution next year 2017..
shd i go back to study????

YEAH!! bye bye Singapore from 22 Dec 2016 onward..
i shall see you all in 2017!!!
with much loves loves..

wait for me to come back my presents kay!!!
i wish everyone a merry christmas and happy new year in advance!!
although this year new year might be a bit special for me..
haha..

will tell when it is due.. :)

YES ar!!! counting down 2 more days!!!

can you believe it..
it is just 2 more days and i will be out of this place..
the place that i called shit hole...

work life balance..
that is total bullshit..
you can never be a leader if your attitude is like that..
and i dont give a shit..
whatever you wan to say..
go ahead..
but get this clear..
i am going for my holiday and that is it..

haha..
well.. i will sure miss my baby like siao...
but well.. i just need a break!! :)
two weeks!!! how shiok life can be.. haha.. :)

anyway.. i wan a break from all this shits!!!
i am not going to give a shit..
haha.. :)

talking about men..
what do you expect..
they are just jian yi ge ai yi ge lor..
so even looks also can not trust de...
the inside might be rotten liao..
haha...

look on the bright side..
2 more days to my holiday!!!
i really think i am in holiday mood liao..
can not wait for the sawadicap trip with wei xin, chao yi and mel!! :)

belated happy 2 month..

i know i know..
ytd is suppose to be a happy 2 month..
but i got sick..
damn this throat infection..
it is making me dying..
so you sucks throat...

haix..
spend my day at home resting and slping..
but one thing that is good..
at least i am resting at home instead of running around..
it is just so good to take a break..

and the first time that i dont have to ask for a MC..
straight away i got 2 days..
haha..

but due to my long holiday trip coming and my holiday mood..
i have to finish up my work faster..
and come back to work today liao..

actually i am quite thankful for the first day you walk right into my life..
i could be tomboyish, loud and xiao as all have say..
but i thank you for seeing the good points instead of the bad points..
well..
it is actually me that need the time instead..
coz i am the one that is still in healing mode and you decide to stay and wait.. :)

but i promise the wait will not be long..
coz i just need a bit of more time to sort all that shits up and i promise to give you an answer soon as i made up my mind.. :)

so you are saying i am too sensitive...

okay..
just hope that i am being too sensitive and Menopause kay..
and that you are not thinking anything much more..

i have been quite accurate about ppl to ppl feeling..
i am the one pissed off...
come on lor..
it is you..

and what make you think that i dont know you are on loud speaker..
i am not stupid man..

why she can not talk..
so she have to pass through you and you had known the whole picture rite...
to save the story short..
next time ..
we just book our own flight instead..
dont need to help or dont help..

no conflict...

well meet up with wei xin, mel and cy ytd to have dinner and finally for our sawadicup trip discussion..
haha...
so fast they change money liao..
i think i am the last one...
haha..

it is going to be take a chilled pill and relax trip...
and i shall not buy a lot of things..
cross finger.. haha..

talk about our trip and realise that i did a lot of traveling this year..
at least 8 times..
haha..
no to say that i am rich..
but i need a break from all that..
why..
coz my heart need a break..
thgt that i can meet the correct one..
but well..
it seems that we dont really have to look far since sometime it will just come..
haha.. :)

the last time that i went on a trip with them...
years back.. :)

I AM SORRY TO SAY.. BUT YOU ARE COWARD..

well.. 

super busy weekend and weekdays.. 

i am packed for my weekend and weekdays leh.. 

so.. shall meet you all next year ya.. XD

gift exchange and more gift exchange.. 

and oh god why..

i haven packed my clothing yet too..

haix.. 

i will sure missed my sotong a lot man... T.T
oh god why..

oh.. and you are COWARD!!! 

yeah!

why i say so..

coz this bloody trip is not something that we have been planning all along...

you set the place, the date and the rest..

after that..

you shit off....

throwing things aside and not informing..

after that give shit excuses about you being busy..

so what..

you think you are the only one working..

hello bloody hell..

we are all working for the bloody shit..

if i can.. i will never ask you to book that bloody ticket..

it is seriously pissing me off...

and i totally turn off by this trip..

haven go already no mood to go..

you bringing your bloody bf go..

and you wan to complaint all the bloody shit..

only go and pushing your dad to talk..

hide behind the shell..

worst than a turtle...

if you wan to talk..

talk to ppl in the face..

not through a messenger..

by doing it..

you are not respecting the person..

so you dont expect ppl to respect you..

serious..

i will rather go oversea with my friends instead..

never understand what kind of shit planning is this..

fabulous.. 

i shall go and ice bucket myself to cool down... 

that is how it is done..

these two weeks super busy sia..

oh my god... 

so many gift exchange events.. 

wallet hole burn until can not burn already... 

and let count down to my year end trips... :) 

love is a funny thing..

so it is funny when you get back to feeling love after a period of time...
well..sometime you just have to live in the moment for ppl to take care of you and pamper you..
why??
coz you have been independent for too long..

sorry if you think that friends are not important..
but i think it is better if you open your eyes and see..
what could have been better and nicer..
sometime it is just a twist of fate..
someone have been your side all along but you didnt see it..

only to realize it when it is gone..
but it is also a proof to show that  if ppl wan to stay they will..
no matter how hard it is..
but if ppl dont wan to stay..
there is no point forcing.
coz they dont even belong there in the first place...

it kind of strike me like a knock on the head..
how much you are willing to do for someone else that you have known such a short period of time??
is there a future or is it just the present..

looks dont cover all..
the heart and attitude does...

watch the trailer for 10,000 miles ..
it is good..
be like a snail...
take things slow and steady..
coz you will get there 1 day..
most importantly.. dont give up..
if you think it is worth fighting for..
go for it!:)

my post for an asshole..

yeah!! he is a bloody asshole..
nv disturb him when he is on leave..
and he f***ing sending all the shits msg and emails to prove what..

ya..
you are just a pathetic and lonely guy that want attention..
when ppl ignore you..
you can not take it and make bloody hell lots of troubles..
sometime it make me wonder if you are sick in your mind..
if you dont wan to do.. den dont do..
let other ppl do..

den you expect ppl to be nice to you after you have been an asshole to others..
are you even at your right mind again..
i am not sure what to say about you..
if you can not control your emotions well and like to bring emotions to work..
i will suggest that you stay at your bloody house and dont come out..
i am not paid to endure your shit attitudes..

no life asshole..
it make me understand why..
you are having family problems..
seriously with this kind of attitude..
i am sorry..
you will just be alone as you used to be..
coz you nv learn to appreciate your friends and working colleagues...
only go to them when you need their help..
blame no one but yourself..
time to wake up your idea man!!

ASSHOLE..
i might have killed you a thousand times in my mind..
but i just dont have the right to do so in real world..

what a monday i have to go through..

RIP Yun Hao..

well.. went to his funeral ytd..
i am really sorry that i have to hurry some of them up..
coz the rest just keep pushing me.. yeah..

as it is really sad to see my senior gone just like that..
but i dont dare to see his last face..
ytd is like a TKD senior catch up..
coz most of the seniors are there..

of coz our own clip is there too..
but it is nv a place that we will like to have for meet up..
when the last time i saw him is at JJ sir wedding..
2 month back..
it just break anyone heart..
shu yee jia you ya.. you just have to stay stronger.. :)

whatever it is..
just hope that Yun hao is in a better place now..
no worries and no stress anymore..

i am sorry but i can't do the sending part..
i dont wan to cry..

this post is for him..
my senior, my instructor, my friend...
you are in a better place now..

this week is a gloomy week..

well..

i felt that if you cant work with me anymore.. 

why dont you request to change me off...

i will not mind..

seriously.. 

and to add on to it.. 

heard a sad new that Yun Hao had passed away.. T.T 

he used to be the most handsome instructor in our elite club..

and he taught me my side kick..

but after that something happen to him that cause his health to take trouble. 

why it affect me..

i will say i am not close to him... 

but i think shu yee is one of the gal that i am closer to during my TKD training last time.. 

as in i miss the batch where we used to laugh and joke together..

we used to train like shit together..

life.. it is just gone in a moment..

thgt wanted to go and see him last time ytd..

but the family will need more time to accept this fact..

so will be going down with chief and the rest today.. 

the rest that wanted to come, will be better to come today..
sir today will conduct a tkd send off for him.. 

it is depressing.. 

Oh to cheer up..

i just try out the gudetama ytd..

the queue is long.. 

but the food is so-so and expensive sia.. 

if ask me.. once is enough.. 

haha.. :P