well.. christmas, end of year, birthday and wedding..

Well..

christmas is just a holiday festival..
happy that we can meet up for exchange and really happy that we are still staying strong together as friends.. :)

let have more meet up kay..

fast forward to ytd,,,
it is hui zhen Birthday! :)

actually this month all the birthday crash together sia..

27 is Hui Zhen one..
28 is YW daddy one..
29 is KT mum birthday...

well i wish all of them a happy brithday!
and of coz i wish them good health, wealth and fortune.. :)

dont ask me whyi remember YW dad birthday..
maybe coz we had always celebrate in the past..
so it kind of mark on me..
i still wan to wish him good health and have a fruitful  life ahead.. :)

can not imagine it is KT mummy birthday tomorrow..
big celebration sia..
haha..
dont even know she will like what i had got for her a not.. :)

den it is fanni wedding on 31 Dec ....
but i cannot go..
coz i am going oversea..
 but i still wish her a blissful marriage! :)

all my friends are getting married..
am i the left out one..
haha.. :)

erm.. and let me wish every one a happy new year in advance.. :)

totally holiday mood le..
dont wan to work.. haha.. :)

it is going to be a long post..

yeah..
MIA so long..

coz i was really really very busy...
as such that i need time to re-think what i have done the past few weeks..
haha...

well..

one of the week...
we went batam..
as in a whole family..
yeah..
another week..
we went out to celebrate my cousin birthday..
and just yesterday..
i went out with my ah ma for a movie.. .
they love him a lot..
but it also make me realize that why i have to find someone that my family like instead of following my own heart?

dont i deserve someone that i love instead of just finding someone to let my family love him instead..
i think i will always be in a dilemma..
he loves kids..
i dont..
he love me..
no doubt..
but i felt that there are still many things that he is not telling me..
i continue to act blur???
if he can not open to me..
i will find it super hard to open up to him also..
really..
i told him once that f i ever caught him being unfaithful...
i will never give a second chance..
why leh..
coz if a guy can do this one to you..
confirm the second wave will come..
hahaha..
so for this i got no second chance..

i need my space..
i wan my "alone" time..
haha..
i nv understand why..
it always make me feel depressed when it is toward the end of the year...

i wan to be single again..
haha..
but the stress from every corner..
it is make me going back to my own bubble dream..

and the number of weddings i have to attend..
i wish i am out of that friend list..
 haha..
but i still have to go..