jurong bird park.

time flies..

it have been a long long time since i start my blog again.. :)
anyway...
i am with the company for 1 yr le! :)
worth the celebration..
dun think so.. haha.. :)

1 yr = experiences and face changing..

still have a lot to learn.
pei shan you can do it.. :)

last week is a fun week...
went to jurong bird park with dar dar on fri! sad that the penguin area is under construction...

nothing much have change since i last went when i was in primary school..
i still think that Zoo is more fun.. haha.. :)

bought a slipper from there.. cute lor...
back home for dinner and off to my tv..

as for sat..
came back to office..
why???
coz i can not finish my work lor.. haix..
rush it up..
den head home for training..
dinner with team mates..
and home sweet home..

love my bed seriously..
wake up at 6 on a sunday morning..
as to go down for some events..
one word to describe.. TIRED.. :)

but it is fun lor.. :)
play some telematch and watch some demo..
den head down to junction 8 for aijsen with chao yi, mel and ric.. :)
head back by cab.. woohoo..
ric 70, we 10 each!! haha..

head back den cm call mi..
say wan to go bai bai..
so ok lor..
pei him go and watch the chinese ghost story..
i find it okay la..

but i think if Liu yi fei put on a bit of weight will look nicer.. :)
she is cute by nature..
haix..

not like mi black by natural.. XD

after that we went back.. :)
and started my work routine again.. T.T

toilet break..

time for re-cap..

it is impossible to achieve victory and wealth without positive attitude and wisdom..
thinking about that..
i dun have the wisdom..
hoping the rite attitude will help..

regret is in the past..
move on is the key..
my 22 years of life..
i have wasted 17 yrs of it..
only at recent 5 yrs did i really understand who am i and wat i wan..

silent dun mean that i agree..
it just simply mean that i dun wan to quarrel..

5 yrs back..
i took my bag and ran out of training..
just becoz of a stupid, unreasonable quarrel..

5 yrs now..
i learned that running away is not the key..
secondly.. i have grown up..
i have to face it...


everything happen for a reason..
but for mi..
there must be a reason why thing happens..
i bet all must be having a lot of question mark with wat i am talking abu..
but it okay..
it is just for mi to noe.. :)

3 more months for mi to be back in school..
my longing for school...

time to be back to the reality again..

mixed feeling..

offered a place in part time UOL - Business..
having a mixed feeling now..

i noe wat i wan in life and i noe i really have to work very hard to get it..
i am happy that i got a place in SIM..
but at the same time..
the fee for the course kind of turn mi off..

have been calculating how much to save and how much to use..
i wan to have a life of my own..
thinking why i have a live so different from others?? :)

i wan to have a get away..
LALALALALA...
anyone out there wan to get away too.. :)

CONTACT MI PLS!!! :)

dead and gone..

it has been awhile since i last blog le..
kind of busy with my work and trying very hard to balance with my life..

have a different point of view in life lately..
all it takes is few mins or even sec before a life is gone..
it just show how fragile life is..

i wan to have more time to myself..
have been thinking a lot lately...
my temper becoming worse..
have been trying very hard to control it nowadays..

could be too stress up le..
just hope for everything to be gone..
my shoulder getting heavier each day due to "some ppl"..
although my working time is 8.30am to 6pm!

i nv failed to reach at 8am and go back at 8pm..
why am i spending 12 hours a day at work..
why my work seem to be nv ending..

i wan a change of life..
i hate being stuck at a place for so long..

always have to squeeze myself dry dry for time..
why cant i just seem to balance my life and work??

i need to adjust it to the rite mode..


sad to say.. but it is time for mi to get back to work again..

lucky day

my first email to reject supplier is out..
OMG!

it is really a great test for my english and to put it in such a way that i dun offend anyone and also to maintain the good relationship with them...

so proud of myself..
i can write a proper email after all..
haha.. :)

you sure you wan this..

too many things just flash pass my mind..
not to worry..
i am no longer a kid..

i understand and know that all of you are concern and care a lot about mi..
actually i am very fortunate to have so many ppl to care abu mi since young..
big thanks to all of you for your care and concern to mi all these years..
i noe that all of you have dote on mi so much..

but at the same time willing to let mi fall and to learn from my mistakes..
and thanks for all the forgiving of all the things that i have done wrong in the past..
i love my family!! i wun be here without you all!!!

but i know how to protect myself..
i understand the meaning of doing "wrong" since at the age of 12...
being together and in relationship...
ppl often link it to SEX..

but relationship is when you enjoy each other company..
able to hit it off just right from the spot..
where you get to understand each other better..
SEX is only for ppl with higher desire [or maybe i am abnormal at all.. (>.<)]

it dun seem to make a sense..
but i will say i dun have the desire nor the temptation at all...
not all relationships have link to SEX..

and i really noe how to protect myself..
so dun have to worry too much ya.... :)
if i really wan..
i wun have to wait until now..

it is nv a moment of foolish or a matter of time..
but the matter of sticking to your own Principle and noe wat you are doing...
if in the first place..
you noe that you will keep the day for your marriage..
and your partner noe that he have to respect you...
no matter how big is the temptation..
you will not even wan to give it a try.. :)

i agree to a saying the more you wan to rush something.. the worse it become..
so i will need time..
i am able to do..
but pls give mi time to solve it in an amiable and peaceful way... :)

i noe wat i am doing and wat i have to do..
so dun worry ya.. :)

erm..
readers maybe a big question mark with wat i am trying to say...
but no worries!! i am just writing rubbish due to the hot topic of relationship.. :)

love mi

i think becoz of my perseverance..
i found the bloody cert ytd..

shd have buy ytd 4D..
haha.. :)

sometime when you hang on and dun give up dun mean that you are stubborn..
just becoz you believe that you can do it..
nothing is impossible.. :)

but i still went back early coz i can not stand that bird face.. FULLSTOP!
so.. stop asking mi why i go back so early..
i need my slp too when i have to face this kind of ppl in life! :)

i got a feeling that i really wish that i can burn down the whole kampong!
big butt with big hand only to carry all the balls!! hais...

full stop..
not going to let them spoilt my mood today! :)

lalalala..:)
my mood today super good.. :)
i think i am going to make good wishes for this year! :)

tired eyes..

not a good day..

i lost my certificates!
if to remake..
USD 200 Plus..

where the hell am i going to find this sum of money..
HEADACHE ar!!!

have been bombing by this stupid question since tuesday!
i wun give up..
continue looking for my certificates!

scolding scolding scolding!!!
can you just get off my back..
i will do my job rite..

the certificate lost is not due to mi..
coz of the company shifting..
why all the blame is on mi!!!! :(

living in fear now..
certificate faster come out or even run out..

i have enough of this kind of shit..
going back early today too!!

oh ya..
didnt go running due to my bad mood and my bad period..
shoo!!!
all these kindly get out of my life now!

new year post...

Yo.. Happi Tu year to all.. :)

have an enjoyable chinese new year with all the meetup and chatting..
tired but fun..

went to many places for praying..
this year may not be a good year for mi..
but i will make it good.. :)

i believe nothing is impossible for mi! :)

back to working liao..
not to say sian but boring and scolding..
haix..
but the hong bao from my superviser really cheer mi up..

the amount is not the matter but the thgt that count..
she is not married yet but becoz she say..
it is chinese new year..
so you just take.. :)

next time hari raya den you give mi la.. :)
cute ba..

i love working with her..
not just the knowledge but also the way she treat ppl.. :)

but i think i got a black face..
coz everyone say my face very black but actually i am not.. :)

ok..
have to run liao.. way too many things to clear after new year.. :)
tonight have to work like hell...
why on earth that panama have to work when it is time for us to slp????
dun understand.. :)

22nd birthday

woohoo..
thousand year since i last blog..
haha..

super super busy with the office moving and blah blah blah..
got 4 birthday surprises for my birthday!
loves all (MUACKS)!!
Beautiful memories!! :)

last week..
moving moving moving..
move from CPF Building to bangkok bank Buliding..
Tired to the max..

but i skip the most tiring part!!! >.<
coz i am on leave for my BIRTHDAY!!!!
haha.. :)
happi leh.. :)

Went to Singapore Flyer with Dar dar!
wahahahhaa.. :)
i wan to go for the night view and most importantly..
i wan to slp at singapore flyer!! >.< (Crazy idea of mine)

erm..
company lunch today..
my sisters super busy for the feb babies today!! :)
i have no words to say about my boss..
i dun noe wat he wan sia..
haix..
one month with 4 company lunch!

sad for my sister.. (cover my eyes)
haix..

Today is going to be a good day!!!
why????
coz supermarket will open whole night!!
yeap!!! we can go for Shopping spree le.. :)

my 9 month with the company...

looking back will only make mi realise that i have grown up. :)

i am no longer the small kid that think money is easy to make and everything else is just for mi if my luck is good enough...

in a blink of eye..
i have been with the company for 9 months and counting...
1 yr have passed..

went for a degree talk ytd..
it make mi realise that degree is a must and i wan to further my studies..
i am not going to stop at degree..

concentration and motiviation is the most important key..
my future is the goal..
i wan to strive for a better future..

i am sick and tired of being in this situation..
like a saying..
money is not everything..
but no money.. there is nothing you can do..

a new year with a good start..
i hope for many many good things to happen to mi..
i wan all my studies to level up (first class hon = >70 Marks)..
my job to promote..
my status to increase..
my pay to jump..
myself to be happi..
my family to be health..
and many many more..

hi company..
we have been dating for 9 months and counting on.. :)
love you.. :)

so sleepy..

time for spring cleaning..
but i am still stuck in my office..
trying to clear my never ending work..
a post that i have so much to clear... haha.. :)

first of all..
i will go home and take a photo of my room..
den i will try to pack up this weekend and to show you all the photo k... haha.. :)

but i still think it will not have any much different..
coz.. i have way to many things to throw.. :P

LALALALA..
slpy head slpy head...
dun noe why these few days..
i like very tired like that..
keep wanting to rest..
i think see too much monitor liao..
time to cut down and move away from my screen.. :)

ok..
i think i wun be blogging for some time..
as you all noe ...
IT IS SPRING CLEANING WEEKS!!!!!!

i will be stuck in office and home to clean and clean.. :)
tata readers..

i am so sleepy..

so sick and tired of it..

my brain can not concentrate now...
very very sleepy..
just find myself in a very weird stituation..

why i have to endure all the noise pollution every morning..
why i have to endure all the air pollution every morning..

started off a bad day at home..
attitude and shouting..
crying and quarrelling..

that is wat i hate the most to start a day like that..
but in such a situation is not wat i wan..

i wan my slp..
i wan my peace..
i wan to leave whereva i am at now..
i wan to be free..

Understanding and more understanding..
but it is not going to be a root cure by being understanding..

i tried...
but i am too tired to do anything now..
i just wan to be in the rite place that i wan to be..

i am too tired to listen to these kind of shit everyday..
i am sick of having to face this kind of shit everyday..

i wan to leave..
my one and only hope now..

Loves my days.. :)

first of all...

i have really great weekend!!! =D
i love it to the max..
Erm..

Lets start with new year eve ba.. :)
we went to timbre for a chilling and relaxing session..
meet up with my, hocks, shane..
den headed over..

angela and her bf already there.. :)
change table for bigger space..
chat chat and play da tee..
actually fel adn her bf joining us de..
but she not feeling well..
so no choice..


Took lots of photos and waiting for the count down..
btw.. it is also angela birthday... 1 Jan.. :)

After the count down and the cake cutting..
mi and hocks headed home..
while the rest go other places to chill.. :)

OMG.. the worse thing of the life..
all the blacks blacks also going back..
sian lor..
WTH..

i think they drink too much liao..
until they have to dance polo dance in the MRT..
so throw face lor..

haix..
reach home 1 plus..
den head to slp..
ahha.. nothing to do sia..
i shd have joined mel they all... haha.. :P

anyway..
on 1 Jan..
we wan to have Kite flying de..
but the weather dun wan us to..

so ya..
a stay home sat.. haha..
coz i nv like to go out on raining day...

Slp, Watch tv, eat,, Slp watch Tv, eat..
haha... fatter and fatter liao..

sunday..
went to catch Yogi Bear... Damn nice..
super funny...
i like Bubu.. :)

after that..
we headed back home..
coz my mama got cook.. :)

after that.. slack slack a bit...
and off to bed..

today..
not that moody..
but will be that busy..
haha.. :)
got too many things to clear liao.. :)

tata..
i go off first.. :)