i am back with much loves!! :)

so let talk about my trip! :)

haha..
erm.. friday..
sotong came over to send me and ah ma down!
lunch time..
so nvm affect his work time.. haha..
anyway..
as we go to the marine cruise centre...
i am shocked..
coz the mariner of the sea is so big!
oh my god!

this is not the first time i took cruise..
but this is the biggest i took,,,
as you all can see from my instag and snapchat a bit..
coz i dont have data onboard,,,

with jas..
and i guess this is the last time she will go..
coz it is not her style..
our routine change to eat, slp, gym, play and relax..
no one to disturb at all..
i love this kind of relax lifestyle..
i guess there is where i wan to be when i get old ba..
haha.. :)

but one thing is i miss my sotong a lot..
haha..
so absence does make the heart grew fonder..
coz i guess he is so bored for his weekend without me too..
haha.. :P

sorry bae..
promise to spend on more time with you kay..
muacks! :)
and my ah ma party with us too!! haha.. :)
shocked...
 she like to try out things..
haha.. :)
three claps for my ah ma..

i think i will post photos when i am free ba..
now i have to get my ass back to work..
haha.. :P

save money for my next trip! :)

and sotong took 1 day leave to come and pick me up! haha..
he love to give me surprises..
haha..
love him!
muacks..
and ytd we have a crab feast!!!
yummy!! :)

and i guess..
no more junk food for me in the next one month..
coz i promise to lose the weight i gain in cruise..
too fat liao..
haha.. :P

anyway..
it is a continues of friends' birthday since Friday..
so  sheng ting, Mr. Ali, yw and Felicia..
i wish all of you a very happy birthday.. hope you all enjoy the day! :)

well..
back to work.. cia.
update later.. :P

so..
i am very sure that i have moved on..
there is not a doubt about it...
thinking that i am still stuck there..
definitely not..
why is that so..
coz i am really happy with my life now.
and i waited coz i am sure i will get the right one instead of just randomly jump into relationship..
so ppl.. dont think that i am not finding..
just that the right one has not appear yet (at that time)..

as for ppl that are still single..
pls pls..
waited for the right one instead of jump right into it..
i dont think going from one to another is a good choice..
why not you wait and focus on one..

guess why i am telling that..
coz i will be attending 3 weddings for this year..
and everyone is asking me when is my turn..
come on..
i will invite you all when it is time..
now is not the time yet..
i dont wan to rush things..
saving up is also part of my plan..

got too many ppl that i will wan to invite..
so i need to save money too.. :)

count down to last 2 days..

2 more days...
i am going for cruise!!
yeah.. :)

haha..
must enjoy myself to the fullest before i go back to school!
so here i go!! holiday... MUACKS!

holiday holiday holiday!!
how i wish i got money to study and holiday without working..
haha... :)

come back from the trip and i will have a whole lot of ppl to meet up sia..
see la..
since when i get so and so busy one..
haha

jie jie say on cruise got a lot of ang mos and super duper handsome de..
haha..
well.. so you know what that means when you have 6 ladies going le..
haha.. :)

well anneke got a very very handsome nephew from austria and his friend is really really handsome with 6pac!!!!!
haha..
just see see can la..
since they always say..
no man will train 6 pac for just 1 woman..
so you all know what i meant le rite..
haha.. :)

sorry boys.. i dont take guys younger then me..
not last time.. not now.. haha.. :)

but the sad part is... sotong will be rotting in singapore instead... :(
i guess i will miss his nonsense talks for 3days.. haha..
but i am trying to see if absence really make heart grow fonder.. :)

shd tell you all my test theory when i am back.. :)

listening to i still by backstreet boys..
i guess i am back to listening to oldies..
haha...
sotong is more to chinese songs and i am more to english songs..  haha.. XD

some side story that i wan to share since last week..
so i got flower delivery from sotong on v-day where my boss announce to all..
and guess what..
someone's face is blacker than what he is already is..
haha..

i am sorry to say..
but based on our age gap..
you shd know that it is nv possible between the two of us at all..
but well..
i still treat you as a friend..
just that i guess you are trying to test my limit to the max..
so haha..
i think i am giving up soon.. :)

what the hell is wrong with me...

so..
how have my weekend been..
1 word: Busy..
haha..

and why that happen..
coz i have work to rush, broadband to upgrade, mio tv to install, USS to go, movie to catch and good foods to eat..
i enjoy finding friends to go out with..

maybe i am just a very friends person..
haha.. :)

sometime i just think that understanding a person and to be able to support that person is very important..
got A new buddy to go USS with me too..
and i got so tired ytd..

why that happen..
coz not enough slp lor..
so long i have not been using Snapchat already..
maybe it is time to get back to it..

and the best of all...
sotong promise to bring me to watch one movie every week..
so my movie hobby is back.. :)
yes ar!
together with pokemon catching..
what a happy life i have,.. :)

but i guess my emotions at time cover me over everything..
i dont understand why i will get emo..
just kind of feeling moody.. not my period..
coz i just end my period..
but i guess it could be something in me..
that i still need to clear to remove this emo feeling..

can you believe it..
richard and mdm are still playing pokemon..
coz they kind of tempt me to wan to go back and play again..
haha.. :P

yeah yeah... octopus i am..

so now in office..
i am known to all as "Octopus"..
thanks ar..
haha.. :)

if i am sure of someone..
i am sure of him..
i dont really bother with what others have to say about him..
unless i see it myself...
come on..
i am not longer the small kid..
i can judge it myself..
so ya..


i am so looking forward to going USS this sunday...
and i am going to Cruise with my family next week..
enjoy myself while i still can afford..
haha.. :)

i know that money issue will keep coming up soon...
as such that i need to save for my master liao..
i promise.. :P
wedding?? i guess i will have to see how ya.. haha.. :P

Listening to our song: Say you won't let go  -  James Arthur

Happy 4 month anniversary baby sotong! :)

so everyone is thinking what happen after the flower giving..
my nose become sensitive..
but it is for a happy cause..
haha.. :P

well..
he came down to fetch me for dinner at koh grill and sushi bar in orchard...

well what i really expect is just a simple meal..
coz i know just how much that bouquet of flowers will cost on V-day..

i still very much appreciated that he made the effort to bring me out for a good nice dinner.. :)
love you!

after that we went walking around..
suddenly i ended outside Tiffany and co..
it give me a third shocked..
coz how can he be so full of surprises one..

so he say.. tomorrow is our 4 month...
although i cannot afford a LV or chanel bag..
i hope that i can give you my heart..
and he got me a heart shape bracelet..  :)

how can i be filled with so much love in 1 day..
saw so many ppl queuing at the LV and Chanel area..
i told him..
you dont need to queue all these..
coz if there is what you wan to buy...
i dont need..
but the money still can give me de..
haha.. XP
waste money on this kind of investments...

i rather save up to spend on my studies better..
haha..
and i thank him for treating me like a princess..
i am really very very much loved! muacks!

i love you my sotong! :)
 oh.. and today.. it is our 4th month..
i am just happy that you took time and effort to come and find me..
this love.. i will treasure with lock..
all i need is your love.. cos it beat anything else in this world.. :)

with you.. everyday feel like  valentine day to me!
i wun wan to have a fight.. i wan to stay sweet with you.. :)

Listening to you belong with me by Taylor Swift..

happy valentine day to all the couples..

well..
today is V-day and also known as friendship day..

although it is the first time i am back to v-day after a yr break..
it is just a friendship day to me too..
why..
coz i will nv forget that bunch of friends that stood by me through my darkest days..
i love them all a lot..
muacks!
the loves that all of you have given to me will nv be forgotten in my life..

and this year i wan to thanks my sotong for coming into my life..
go through all my shits and still there standing strong..
i hope we will last long long and i really really love you! :)

happy valentine day to my beloved sotong..
thank you for making sure that i always reach home safely...
sending me back no matter how late it is..
miss out your soccer match just so that i can go and play zoom zoom..
fetch me home no matter which part of Singapore i am at and how late that is..
giving in to me when i am totally nonsense..
well based on what sheena and hana say..
i am a bit out of touch to be in relationship...
bringing me to eat all the good foods..
making me fat in process..
but i am blissful..
haha..
last but not least..
waking up early to make me breakfast every weekend..
i really really feel like a xiao nu ren..
i dont need branded bag, things or flowers..
i just need a guy that love me whole hearted for the rest of his life and pamper me like a baby...
so i guess i found my Mr. Right..
haha.. :)

so it is true that good things are worth the wait..

well.. i am in the office since 7 am coz my sotong send me to work early in the morning..
just to make sure that he say happy valentine day to me!
silly boy! i love you! :)

tomorrow is our 4 month anniversary..
so fast rite...
time flies when you are in love!

and we are going to USS this sun!
woohoo!!!
he got annual pass too!!
hehe..

and i really really thanks him for supporting all the decisions i made, be it good or bad..
hope i can get in to NUS!
pray hard hard..

okay okay.. have to get back to work..
so that i can get off on time and meet my sotong for dinner.. :)

well.. the sudden pop out of surprise in office..
coz sotong bought me flowers.. and deliver it in my office..
everyone is clapping..
and i suddenly felt so shy..
so this is how it feel to get flower on valentine..
although it is not the first time i received flower on valentine..
but this is the first time i received it from my boyfriend..

the feeling of shock cover me..
haha..
and the funny thing is Hana and sheena felt so much happiness..
i know i know..
a guy just have to treat you right..

and i guess he really spend a bomb..
the price of flower on V-day is nv cheap..
somemore with such a big one..
i think i can not take another surprise during dinner le..
haha...

love love my sotong!
but i still wan to say..
not required to spend so much on just flower...
haha...
although heart is smiling away..
my mood to work seem to fly far far away.. and i blame him for that.. :P

so it is coming.. V-Day...

haha..
so everyone know that V-day is coming..
of coz i know it too la..
wondering what i will get tomorrow..
although i only know that we are going for dinner tomorrow.. :)

erm..
i also headache what to get for him on v-day..
i am going to use my creative mind to make him a card.. haha..
coz i am not the gal that bake..
but he is definitely the guy that cooked for me..
i super love my weekend morning..
coz i will always have my super handmade breakfast without fail.,,

i guess he is just a guy that love to cook..
haha...
everyone tell me next time i hao min..
coz i got a bf that can cooked..
well.. i guess so ba..
haha..

and he really have the gentleman in him..
coz i kanna scolded by sir and richard for treating him as a driver..
but seriously... he also nv complaint leh..
and he is more than happy to be my personal driver leh..
haha.. :P

and guess what..
my birthday number open ytd..
although i got a feeling to buy but sold out (why like that)..
i just guess luck is smiling  at me this year.. haha..
even ytd...
i won money for playing blackjack with his friend..
haha..
i am just super content with my life and what i have now..

sometime when he told me that he is glad to have me in his life...
i guess i shd be the one saying that instead..
coz my last year was a mess..
total mess..
and i dont know what i will become if i didnt found him yet...

and i thank god that i found him..
happy V-day in 1 day advance sotong!! XD

oh did i mention that i apply for maritime studies too..
hope all i can get.. so i got more choice to choose from .. hehe.. :)

talk to him about it.. and he dont seem to mind about the gap in our qualification..
so he encourage me to go ahead to apply..
but i think i will study hard if i really get in..
tian gong pls help me.. XD

last day of chinese new year...

so.. 

last day of chinese new year and i am still visiting... 

haha.. 

i didnt even have time to visit all my friends.. 

sorry ppl.. :) 

i dont know why but i am so so tired..

everyday i go home i just wan to slp..

haha..

meet up with TFF ytd.. 

and we talk started our gal gossip again..

haha.. :) 

this year.. 

i got so many red bombs to go..

ARGH!!!! 

fainting liao..

have to start my saving for wedding again.. 

haha..

well.. i guess everyone is chasing me to get marry!!

Seriously..
i am just into relationship and everyone ard me is asking me about marriage..
chill ppl..
i am not ready yet..

oh! my hana is back from Krabi! :)
yeah..
i wan  to plan the next trip with them...
but i think hakim is still not comfortable with sotong like yw..
give both of them a bit of time ba..
haha.. :)

and ytd is richard birthday..
i almost forget to wish him...
haha..
well next one coming is capt hla..
i just need to go and buy present again..

hope i can win 4D or TOTO..
so that i can be tai tai! haha.. :P

have to get back to work again..
oh.. and tomorrow den we celebrate hana belated birthday... :)

first warning of the year...

so how is it to bring sotong and let them see..
all okay leh..
haha.. :)

so my sat is about going to bai nian again.. :)
thanks mel mel and cy for the birthday present..
ni men you xin le.. :)

and we celebrate richard birthday!!! :)
had fun but need to rush back..
coz have to pray for tian gong! :)

this year is a good year for me..
that is what all they say..
anyone got lucky this year too??
haha.. :)

but at least i nv gamble a lot leh...
win and loss is something that one have to see beyond..
not addicted...
but i can see how one get addicted if you keep winning..
haha.. :)

as for sunday..
went to fix up my home line and broadband..
den went to jj sir house to bai nian also.
haha

continue for day 2..,,
and i won wei xin money again..
thank you xin ye.. :)
haha.. :)
well.. new year is almost over and i have to stop my playing liao...

but thanks to wei xin contribution..
i shall treat him good when his birthday come..
haha.. :)
now is still early to celebrate.. :)

and i got "scolding" from Sir and richard when sotong came over to chief house..
coz they say that i kind of bullying him..
but i didnt ma..
well since they say liao..
den i will have to control myself liao..
since it is a new start of my life..
i dont want to end it due to my temper or whatever shit it is..

dont worry..
i will listen to your advises de... :)
i lost once.. i dont wan to go through it again..

after jj sir house..
we went to sotong xiao gu house..
4 months on and we had already see all our relatives and friends liao..
sometime i felt that it is way too fast...
but sometime it seem to make me feel that i am on the right track..
haha.. :)

i am not 体贴 or 温柔的女孩.

但我很真实.我不会虚情假意的对你好.

tomorrow.. is the day..

is it me or what..
i dont understand why i felt so nervous..

good luck to me tomorrow..
haha..
they are going to see sotong tomorrow..
i think i am very nervous..

even when i bring him home to let my family see..
i also not so nervous..
why do i feel like i have butterfly in my stomach..
haha..

i am not being drama..
but i felt that is it too early for them to see him..
make me wonder..
why i felt nervous for him or for me???
 when i can easily bring him up to let my ah ma see..

hope all goes well...

Day 1 Back to office..

so i am back in office..
so so holiday mood..
how i wish i dont need to go work today..
haha..

went to jas house ytd.
and we have a cooking session..
so when you have two chefs in the house.. Sotong and Jasmine cook..
i clever..
just wash bowl only.. :P
and jie jie came along..
haha.. :)

it is really fun to just gather at friend house to chillex..
somemore she is the highest floor leh..
the wind blow until i dont know go where liao..
if next day no work..
sure i stay over..
haha.. :)

okay okay..
i have to get back to work..
shall update later hopefully..

day 5 for chinese new year...

First of all..
i wan to wish all my readers a very happy chinese new year!!!!! :)

this year..
i manage to avoid the " when you will have a bf" question..
thank you sotong! :)
luckily me..
and i can predict my next year new year question to be when you get marry??

this year they say that it is my lucky year,.,,
coz they say that my birthday is on chu yi..
so whatever i do.. i will success..

thank you everyone for all your kind wishes too!!
coz i know it is always gong xi fa cai..
and to remember my birthday with a text or present..

ni men you xin le..
jiu xi wan ni men de zhu fu cheng zhen..
haha..

but to be frank i have won quite a bit of money this year la..
haha
banker win all.. :)
can you believe it.. XD
actually i am not a gambler..
i prefer to watch movie and drama kind de..
but they keep asking me to play.. hehe..
tv win all.. :P
haha..

well..
my chu yi go to relative house visiting lor..
oh..
did i told you all that my whole family with sotong celebrated my birthday with ice cream strawberry cake and a rose champagne..
i will say this is the first i celebrate with all on the actual day..
coz normally my birthday fall near chinese new year..
so even if we celebrate also before or after that,...
although he did celebrate for me on the actual day la in the past but not as a whole family la..
i am really very very happy this year..
so i guess my master degree got hope liao la..
haha..
oops..
i will not say this first..
just hope all are well.. :)

this year special cause pk also brought her bf along with us to go for house visiting..

chu er...
i go over to sotong house.
coz got lion dance..
he invited lion dance to his house..
first time i see..
coz last time only see when it is at shopping mall or stores..

play dai dee again..
and i dont wan to join..
haha..
he act like one pro player only.. :P
but i think his family are very friendly type..
just that all chasing him to get marry..
haha..
but i think isn't it too fast to talk about it now..
haha..

den my chu san...
go uncle house lor...
we always manage to stay past midnight when we go to uncle steven house.. :)
but my sotong is busy so he go with his friends..
at least he come just to send me back..
so i can not say anything..
he is very smart hor..
always good at negotiating.. :)

and chu si..
went to my aunt house..
i think this year is the one of the year that i have the most visitings...
haha...
imagine everyday also got places to go..
after the yu sheng at my aunt house..
we all wan to huat big big..
haha..

and today is the last day of my leave...
tomorrow i will have to go back office liao...
why my leave always end so fast one...
but i am happy for this year..

this sat will be going to chief house..
and since i promise to bring and intro sotong..
i will okay..
ppl pls be patience..
good things are worth the wait la..
haha.. :)
just that i am a bit nervous..
is sotong going to take it well..
haha..
one thing i am sure is my tkd friends are super friendly de.. ;)
waiting for richard birthday bash..
haha.. ^.^