3 more days!

yup..
it will be my last year of 20's in 3 days time!
haha..
old liao hor..

but i guess life is like that..
blink blink 30 yrs passed...
haha...

well... i think after i talk to alicia..
it kind of scare me off a bit..
haha...
well.. shouldnt i take the next step..
but alicia say about all the considerations..
that is true la..

why everytime when i wan to take a step out..
someone is there to tell me..
think it twice..
a gentle reminder...and i will pull back..

damn..
i still the old me of cannot make up my mind..
but i dont wan to go back to the old side...
i need to be firm..

quarrel with my ah ma again..
haix...
and i dont wan to share this matter now..
shouldnt i have the power of making my own decision...
why...
why you guys have gone through that path..
but why i cannot give it a second try???
maybe i will do it much better then you all???
maybe i really can change things around???

this year.. i wan to do myself proud.. i wan to prove to everyone that i can do it...

listening to Jordon Chen song these few days..
coz they are doing a short reunion trip for ba ba jue na 5!
i can see my xiao xiao chuan again!!!
Muacks...
so much love..
actually i feel that Jorden Chen have gone through a lot in his life too...
really...
specially what a faithful guy and a terrific dad... :)

Happy New year everybody! :)

my first post in 2018!!
haha..

and i wish for good wealth, health and fortune to everybody..
i want to have a good year ahead with my progression on career, love relationship and family! :)

hehe..
i guess i am just a very homey person..
family and love ones are my priority....

as for the love and relationship..
i wan to have a good relationship ahead..
not one that everyone is looking forward to..
but i wan someone to understand me and know what i wan..
i am just who i am..
so cant really expect me to change much..
but i guess just need to find one that suit me instead of changes...

as for my career...
i am looking forward to a new start..
hehe.. :)
will update more later.. :)

and definitely more travelling time. .
hehe..
i wan to complete my wishlist before i am 30 as i have planned...
hehe... :)

as such..
i wish all those that are having birthday in Jan like me to have a great and fantastic month..
i finally found out that my grandpa and grandma are in the same birthday month as me.. hehe.. :)
see that is what i called family loves.. :)

not forgeting all my friends that having birthday in Jan.
hehe..
of coz first is angela 1 Jan.. my super loves.. but i am not able to celebrate with her this year..
dont worry..
there is always next year.. hehe.. :)
den of cos Chief and long long....
which birthday is 1 day difference..
and of coz YW mum..
coz she is in the same birthday as chief..
haha.. :)

his parents are actually having very very close birthday sia...
which is acutally very good..
coz their character will be same.. haha.. :)

but bi birthday is so far from me..
haix..
but i think can not la..
if close birthday i think my wallet will burn a super big hole..
haha

i need to plan for chief and long long birthday liao..

this year birthday should i go oversea??? herm....
let see..

i will contiune later..
working time now..
hehe.. :)