wth

went back to sch in the morning to settle something..
but have to go back tml again..
haix..

den head down to orchard for a bodycare workshop wif mong ying..
quite fun lor..
haha..
ended at 4 plus..

called ah red..
coz got to go down to AH to see yellow..

meet up at AH there...
went up to jas's ward...
she was kind of like slping..
so we both dun dare to make much noise...

den the nurse come in to give her medicine...
dun noe wat the hell happen..
she just throw the damn medicine on the floor..
mi and ah red was like shocked lor..

den the nurse still help her to change a new one...
but she still like that..
mi and ah red got really pissed off..
den scolded her..
to the extend i felt like slapping her lor..

the nurse left the room..
and passed the new change medicine to us..

ask her wat happen..
den noe that she pop pills again..
haix..
dun noe wat she thinking la..
do all these for wat....

To: YELLOW

i dun noe you do these for wat..
you can jolly well have a good relationship wif ah blue..
it is not that he is not good to you...

but why you have to do all these..
i hate gals that try to commit susicide lor..
you shd noe that..

why you always wan to turn back..
one have to look forward..
why wan to waste your time waiting and crying for all these...
dun you noe that ah blue also suffer and cry..
why you dun wan to let go...

can someone tell mi wat is so good abu 'him'..
that you find it so hard to let go???????

IT IS FOR YOU TO SEE WHEN YOU DISCHARGE TML...
THINK ABOUT IT...

i am back..

meet something spooky today...
morning was suppose to meet ah red(pk)..

den went i was waiting for my lift...
and on the phone...
i saw an old man on the right when the lift is coming up...
so i move to a side and continue talking..
but when the door open...
there is no one there..

went down den meet up wif pk...
told her abu it...
haha..
but at that time i dun noe why i not scare lor.. >.<

bought my shampoo and head back to bath...
den went to play pool with pk while waiting for cm to prepare himself...
play half wy, den cm call to cancel the appointment...

actually wan to go bugis today de...
but he cancel...

so went to JP instead lor...
rot down there...
den went shopping ..
bought some shorts...

and meet up wif pk...
coz she also at JP...

and finally managed to find ah blue(wh) to come out....
he not feeling well...
that why this few days can not contact him...

he not in a good mood lor..
den found out that he and yellow break up le...
super emo lor..
and on the verge of crying..

seriously i dun noe why yellow change so much...
why suddenly like that lor...
ah blue was really going to cry lor...
told ah blue to let go..
but his eye red red..
haix..
felt that i in not position to say anything lor...

mi and pk try to cheer him up..
and at the same time waiting for ah white (xavier) and yw(ah black)lor...
went to arcade for the UFO catcher...

Big thanks to ah blue and ah red..
i got a big stitch liao..
and two cute minnie mouse lor...
photos next time ba..

aft that den we went to makan..
aft dinner den ah blue and mi go back..
pk and xavier went to watch gamer.... haha..
tell mi if the movie is nice.. :)

as for ah yellow...
i really hope you will cool down first...
contact mi back when you are out pls...

wat a day..

today..

rot at home and pack up my room...
haha...
sensitive nose = sqeezing all the way...

half done...
den went to market to meet up pk and cm... :)
have lunch..
den head down to vivo with cm to buy his thing.. :)
got myself a short again.. haha..
dun say i spend money again..
coz clothing for gals are nv enough.. haha.. :)

den bought honey bake ham and rib pork....
headed home to eat..
yummy yummy....

taught cm how to play facebook lor..
haha..
he noob.. :P
got facebook but dun noe how to play.. haha..

aft dinner...
is all about slacking and playing facebook...

ok..
get well soon yellow.. :)
get back to mi when you are back home.. :)

ok..
think have to sleep le..
sweet sweet dream tonight..
coz it is sure to be a good day tml.. :)

bAck ppl..

dun noe wat happen to mi lately..
have been screwing up interviews...



seriously have no mood to post about ytd..
went to Comex IT fair to see see....
den back to west coast to have training...
aft that have dinner wif the blackbelts..
and home sweet home...



today went down wif my aunt to IT fair.. :)
bought printer... :)
finally aft so long...


den bought earphone and pouch... :)
money fly fly...


den went to prawn fishing...
at first still quite okay and fun...


but dun wat happen...
suddenly ah yellow and ah blue start to quarrel...
yellow shouting at blue, but dun noewat she scolding abu...
i and yw was like stunned....


den dun noe wat happen again...
yellow just run out...
blue chase aft her...
but she went off...

den saw blue come back eyes red red...
take his things and went off...

dun dare to ask much...

call yellow but off phone...

den received call from her cousin at 8 plus...

she hospitalise.. wtf....

can you get back to mi when you are out of hospital?

and ah blue..
pls give mi a call???
at least i know you ok???

i seriously dun noe wat happen lor????
can someone tell mi????

tired...

slept the whole day..
getting more and more lazy.. :P

backfired on the interview..
dun wan to talk abu it..

wish mi good luck for tml interview...

yawnz...
slping??? dun think so... :P

my first reward..

today have been a meaningful day for mi.. :)

morning meet up wif mong ying..

but i miss the train as it is way to pack for mi to go..

so meet her up at outram park station..

head down to pat house to learn chicken breadcrumbs.. :)

yummy yummy..

we ended one hour before lesson..

so went to kovan to eat lunch wif CMM..

den head back to clementi..

awhile den head down to lakeside to meet ah red, cm and ben..

thgt of going to play bb wif them..

but in the end decide to go prawn fishing..

meet upwif ah blue and his bro..

and off we go for prawning..

jas and xavier joined us at a later time..

coz they both got work.. :)

i started at 4..

but is seriously a noob shit..

so wei long taught mi how to wait and catch..

haha..

become a advance learner soon..

and caught ard 8 in an hour..

not bad la..

proud of myself... haha.. :)

it is really fun..

bought the prawns back to let everyone see..

wahahha.. :)

left abu 6.15..

coz have to go home for dinner.. :)

the prawns are really sweet..

but can not eat too much la...

very tired le..

back to sch tml.. :)

tired...

it is a tiring day for mi ytd...
morning do up my thingy...
like wash clothes.. :)

den went to cm's house...
rot rot a bit...
den go to RC to play pool wif ah red, ah meng, yw and xavier....:)
aft that went back to CC to play basketball...
play until 7...

den home sweet home for dinner... :)
have a bit of arguement here and there..
but still ok la...
watch tv until 10...

den light off and preparing to slp...
suddenly received a phone call from cm at 11 plus...
sounded very ugent...
ah red was drunk..

den bring extra clothing down for her...
she was total drunk..
vomit everywhere...

den police came...
i was like -.-"'
dun noe which kuku call police lor...
den meng and mi have to use a lot of force to help her to the bench...
continue vomit...

mi and meng there..
try to help..
and force her to wake up..
but to no use..

so called ben and wei qi down from orchard...
sorri bros.. haha..
ask meng to go home and bath..
coz really very late liao..
beside meng was not in a good mood since dinnertime...
and ah red vomitted on him...

i stay wif her wif ben and wei qi..
meng went up to bath..
but ah red mum wan her back home...

have to stop all her craps and rubbish...
so i asked ben and wei qi to take turns to carry her to ben's house...
really heavy..

back to ben house..
help her bath and wash up...
it was already 2 plus when she start to be sober...
help her to her house wif ben and wei qi help again...

call meng out to help carry her in..
coz ben they all can not come in...

den ben and wei qi sent mi back as it is kind of late and not safe for gal to be alone at this month...
really a big thanks to them for their help...
really APPRECIATED!!! :)

back home try to open door as quiet as possible as it is already going to 3 liao..
but in the end still 2 pair of eyes waiting for mi at the living room...
kanna scolding for half an hour...
can only shut up and kanna f*** upside down...
wash up..
den still have to soak all the soiled clothes...
kanna scolding again....
haix..

finally can go to slp..
have to say sorry to many ppl...
i dun mean to go home so late...

this morning..
seriously can not wake up lor...
force myself to wake up at 8...
wash up and head to school for my FYP meeting...

sorri members...
i kept wanting to fall alsp...
i trying very hard to keep myself awake le.. T.T
but too tired i guess...

back home..
ah ma still not happi..
haix..

dun noe wat to say but SORRY!!!