i am sick...

not feeling that well now.
a bit of headache ar..

OMG.. i need a doctor..
i promise myself that i will leave the office at 6.30pm the latest.. :)

have to rest well for my driving tml..
slp early.. :)

AM leave tml..
can i take a break and have a kit kat???

when you wan something.. it wun come to you.
you have to work hard for it..
but when you dun need something..
it will just come to you no matter wat..

i set my goal in life..
i work towards it..
but no results seem..
so is it call life???

having thgts of joining the navy and get out of where i am now..
in a competitive environment now..
i just wan to break off and go to some where that i felt i belong..
i wan to go out..
i wan my freedom..

i dun wan to be tied down by work, family and even myself..
thinking really hard if i shd just sign on navy or i shd get back to school to study nautical to join vessels..
i believe i can do it better...

i wan to be free..
i wan to leave..
i dun wan a planned life..
neither will i wan to lead a life of others..
i wan to be outstanding.. :)

SCM..

proud of the whole team!!! :)

we complete our SCM 2010.. haha..

aiming for 21km for sundown.

hope i wun die there.. :)

saw ric in the morning with his blur blur eye...

due to him not slping.. haha.. :P

den headed down with my and fel..

i was early again.. haha.. :)

the place was really verry muddy for the bag deposit!!!

our shoes were wet after walking through..

the sun was really strong.. :)

was suppose to have lunch with my they all..

but cy ask mi to join them for lunch..

so head over to meet ric.. :)

have a bad quarrel with dar dar ytd..

he is just another freaking ass..

not happi come and find mi.. :P

was suppose to meet cy,mel,ric,alicia for lunch after our SCM run de...

whole mood kanna destroy by him.. EMO.. T.T

nv go over in the end..

headed home after i collect my bag!!! boililng.. >.<

anyway..

angry for the whole day..

and i didnt eat anything lor..

my stomach and head keep giving mi problem..

rest the whole day and back to office today.. haha..

wat a best friend can be.. :)

so many memories came back to mi when i hear this song..
Toy box - Best Friend..

i just missed the times..
i wan to go back to when i am primary 4..

i missed my seat..
i missed all the fun talks..
i missed all the cheering from you when i am down..
i missed we sitting together and rocking our chair together..
i missed we getting punishment together even when it is not your fault and i am the talkative one..
i missed all the care and concern from you when i am not feeling well..
i missed you cheering mi on during school race..
i missed you lending mi your shoulder when i cry..
i missed when we have recess together..
i missed you joining PE just to keep mi company even when you are not suppose to have sport..
i missed your jokes..
i missed your laughter..
i missed the happiness we once have in the class..
i missed you being the one only to stand up for mi when the rest dun believe mi and look down on mi..
i missed you helping mi up when i fall..
i missed you being there for mi whenever i need you...

i hate myself for losing your number when you change house..
i hate you changing school..
i just wan you to be there for mi..

but wat is lost can not be found..
i hope you can hear mi..

I REALLY MISSED YOU MY BEST FRIEND.. Cheng ai!!!
if you ever come across this post..
tagged mi..

i missed all the good old days..

can i not be so mean..

i am not trying to be bad or mean..
but i am so sick of your working attitude le...

mouth is always so heavy and nv bother to ask...
when things go wrong..
all came back to mi..

you are always sick..
you sure you are a man???
why you are so much worse den a lady..
5 MCs in just one month..
come on..
are you being hospitalise??

why on earth they give you so many MCs..

you are even more pro den mi in term of awol..
i am always the one saying..
but you are always the one doing..
nice one..
you need three claps..

secondly..
why are you alway tired..
you think the rest of us not tired..
but you are the best of all..
able to slp in the office..
even when boss walk pass you..

no words..
just no words to describe you..
or i will say i am just to sick and tired of saying you..

now..
wat i can say is to wish you good luck..

and kindly dun tell anyone you noe mi..
spoilt my reputation!!!!!

ok..
i am done with blog....
back to work with a damn heavy workload due to some one..

a saying...

there is always a saying of it take two hands to clap..
so that there will be something happening..

but sometime even if you keep trying to clap..
but the other half still dun reply back..
so i come out with a Slap..

why is it so..
coz......
if you keep trying to clap but no one reply..
it will just mean that it is time to slap that person to wake him or her up..
so that at the least you get some respond.. :)

wat a day...

wat a day to pass on weekend.. >.<

was stuck at home due to not feeling well in my stomach..
but i spend the longest time of my day really watching tv.. :)
happi sia...
it has been so long since i really sit down to watch tv..
somemore it is with my ah ma..
haha.. :)

den my aunt, uncle and jie jie come.. haha.. :)
so fun..
i join them for dinner downstair head back home for laugh.. :)
tv tv tv.. :)
i simply love tv.. haha.. :)

good for ppl who get good PSLE result..
Just keep up the good work..
but for those who didnt get well..
dun give up..
try hard when you go to a new school.. :)
you will nv lose unless you give up..

ok.. 'She' is back..
after so long..
finally..
a mixed feeling...

i dun noe if i shd be happi or sad..
all the feeling just came back..
it always take two hands to clap..
it is time for mi to face up the music..
good luck to mi.. :)

oh ya..

today is jie jie birthday..

i wished her A happi birthday here..
as i am not suppose to post on facebook..
haha.. :)

Erm..
happi birthday to you
happi birthday to you..
happi birthday to jie jie..
happi birthday to YOU!!!

i wish you good luck in your work with lots and lots of promotion..
stay young and happi..
we are forever 21 remember.. hahah..

but we need a meet up soon.. :)

this post is only for you!! =D