well it had been sometime since i blogged..

i guess the normal life of moving on...
nothing much to talk about...
coz everyone is talking about the same thing..
haha...

erm..
weekdays nothing much to talk about..
coz it is just work and home..
maybe some exercise..
yes..
i am doing it coz too well fed and have to buy new dress fro my friends wedding liao..
haha..

everyone is saying that i am having the xin fu the signs..
but no one know that it is due to my stress..
haha

well..
my weekend not so bad la..
went k-box with wei xin and richard..
haha..
ya..
it is true that when wei xin drink..
he tends to sing more "without mic"
haha...

as for saturday..
went training as normal..
after that we went to mookata near my house de..
nice food la..
haha.. :)

after that went to JJ sir house to play with his dog..
haha.. :)

as for sunday..
go for travel fair and take package lor.. :)
yeah yeah!!
holidays i am coming..
haha.... :)

allergy eyes!

Oh my god lor..

well.. last weekend was a surprise for me..

fri afternoon all of a sudden! 

i got my goldfish eye.. 

allergies!!!!

and my eye swell until i cant see...

zai rite..

dont know what the shit happens..

but i know that it is not that bad..

coz i kanna to go hospital due to allergy before... 

and it is serious coz i cant breathe.. 

nothing a jab cant solve..

but i am down right stubborn..

coz i just took some allergy medicines that i took off the shelf.. 

and went to bowling instead.. 

with one eye closd!

haha

if you guys saw my instagram.. 

you all will know what i meant..

dont know what the shit got into me..

went back home after bowling and took some medicines...

total knockout after that... 

and i slept until the late morning.. 

i will say that i jump out of bed at 10.. 

and rush to the clinic..

coz sat is half day only.. :P 

well.. 

just like what i have predicted.. 

drug allergy!!! 

damn.. 

and i got the doctor to give me the list of drug that i am allergy to ...

coz at least i know what to avoid in future..

that family group of medicines that i can not touch...

anyway.. 

he is warning me that i have to avoid all these medicines at all cost..

coz the more i touch these.. 

the worse the allergy with different drug will cost.. 

and told me not to play with this..

but.. 

you think i study medicines ar..

if i know i wun take liao ma..

haha.. .

this is called sick liao still can gui lan! :) 

went back to slp awhile more..

den bi come and pick me up to go for NDP preview! 

haha.. :) 

yeah! 

after 4 yrs... 

i am back to the floating platform...

with a different person.. 

it make me realize that nothing really remain the same although you wished it to be..

it comes to a point where the memories are being replaced by someone else..

the pain is taken off by someone else...

i guess i can judge myself if i am making the right move.. 

afterall.. i have enough of just listening to people thgts.. 

i wan to follow my own thgts this time round.. 

erm.. 

sunday i think is a nua day for me..

coz i just go temple den go home and nua to watch movie liao.. 

haha.. :) 

well. i am planning my next oversea trip already.. :) 

what a weekend..

well...
i know that i didnt blog for the last few days...

i got injury from my shoulder..
totally gone..
yet..
it is so bad that i couldnt move my shoulder last saturday..
damn to my shoulder..

of coz i didnt get to go down to training...
due to my shoulder lor..
and ytd..
went to see sinseh..
guess what the doc say..

all due to my bad habits..
and not drying my hair..
so the "wind" get in..
and it caused my frozennshoulder..
and she say i have to totally avoid cold drinks..
even told to avoid air con..

Oh my Tian ar...
can someone tell me how to survive on this hot weather without air con??
somemore my office is surrounded by air con..
i wish i can have more rest..
if only my boss recognized TCM..

my weekend is burnt with stay home..

hope my next week will be better..
since i got NDP preview ticket!!!!!
woohooo.. ..
frozen shoulder.. you better recover faster and not give me problem... :1

well..
due to my stay home weekend..
i am not able to meet up with my friends...
so sad..
:(

i really dont understand... how can such a guy ever exist in this world..

well...
why the hell you will wan to message other gals when your own GF is in front of you..
if you wan to play or cheat...
pls go far far away okay..

kid mentality??
really need to grow up..

so you guys finally know what i am feeling..

so went cycling with hana and sheena...
and they got a taste of what KT temper is like..

now all tell me to break up..
haha..
finally they felt how i feel..
come on..
there is always a reason why i blew up..
just that ppl tends not to see it and thgt it is all my fucking fault..

well..
you see..
i guess my character is not that bad at all..
just that i met with a worse character than i do..
haha..

what state am i in...

well.. i am in a state of half single and half attached..
haha..
why so..
coz i wanted a cool down period..
so ya.. :)

leave me the way i wanted to be left..
haha..
so it is earlier for me... :)

i am giving you time and choices to think it over carefully... :)

so what you want me to do now..

i will say this relationship is wearing me down..
at times i felt that i can not cope..
but all are asking me to compromise...

what can i do to make it better for both of us???
i am just guessing that compromise is not the key to solve this problem...
it just not the idea of me giving in or he giving in..
we are just temporary putting a stop to it..
sure it will pop out again...

i wan to go back to the day when we just met..
no fight, no quarrel, no hate...
is there a reset button..
i wan to reset it all...

is it that we have to get through this phrase so that we can move on..
or we shd just go back to the past to the stage of hi and it is nice meeting you....

perhap you need to know me further to make any decision..