Office birthday celebration today

Have birthday celebration today in office..
Was kind of piss off by the last mins crop up..
Things are always meant to plan well..
My bones are breaking over all.

I am getting fatter and fatter..
My god..
I have to start to cut down on my food intake le..

Dieting on the way.. Self discipline is the key! :)

Saturday morning in office.

I felt that my body is going to give way anytime.
have been attending lessons for 3 mths le..
but my body haven adjust to it yet..
haix..

and the work load is piling up..
i wan to take a break and have a kit kat..
this year is really a super tough year..
no bonus, no holiday and worse of all no stoppage at work..
haix..

Anyway, i am always told to look at the brighter side.

have a great weekend ahead! cheers!

long long time

i once thgt that i will stop blogging.. coz my life has been going the way i wan it to be.. out of poly, out of pamper home, started my first job, started my new life..

been through quite a bit of my recent past month.. everyone is telling mi that is working life.. i understand that but i just felt so helpless..

how long do i have to take to accept the sudden changes that is happening to my life..
A single parent family, a workaholic, a failure in exam..

have been trying very hard to stay happy..
stress are piling up and i have been trying very hard to control it...

i promise myself that i will work hard for my study.. i must graduate by 2014..
i wan to have the graduate hat and tell everyone proudly that i have done my best..

pushing myself to the max.. hope it will bring me to another higher level..

think i will be back to blog soon..

jurong bird park.

time flies..

it have been a long long time since i start my blog again.. :)
anyway...
i am with the company for 1 yr le! :)
worth the celebration..
dun think so.. haha.. :)

1 yr = experiences and face changing..

still have a lot to learn.
pei shan you can do it.. :)

last week is a fun week...
went to jurong bird park with dar dar on fri! sad that the penguin area is under construction...

nothing much have change since i last went when i was in primary school..
i still think that Zoo is more fun.. haha.. :)

bought a slipper from there.. cute lor...
back home for dinner and off to my tv..

as for sat..
came back to office..
why???
coz i can not finish my work lor.. haix..
rush it up..
den head home for training..
dinner with team mates..
and home sweet home..

love my bed seriously..
wake up at 6 on a sunday morning..
as to go down for some events..
one word to describe.. TIRED.. :)

but it is fun lor.. :)
play some telematch and watch some demo..
den head down to junction 8 for aijsen with chao yi, mel and ric.. :)
head back by cab.. woohoo..
ric 70, we 10 each!! haha..

head back den cm call mi..
say wan to go bai bai..
so ok lor..
pei him go and watch the chinese ghost story..
i find it okay la..

but i think if Liu yi fei put on a bit of weight will look nicer.. :)
she is cute by nature..
haix..

not like mi black by natural.. XD

after that we went back.. :)
and started my work routine again.. T.T

toilet break..

time for re-cap..

it is impossible to achieve victory and wealth without positive attitude and wisdom..
thinking about that..
i dun have the wisdom..
hoping the rite attitude will help..

regret is in the past..
move on is the key..
my 22 years of life..
i have wasted 17 yrs of it..
only at recent 5 yrs did i really understand who am i and wat i wan..

silent dun mean that i agree..
it just simply mean that i dun wan to quarrel..

5 yrs back..
i took my bag and ran out of training..
just becoz of a stupid, unreasonable quarrel..

5 yrs now..
i learned that running away is not the key..
secondly.. i have grown up..
i have to face it...


everything happen for a reason..
but for mi..
there must be a reason why thing happens..
i bet all must be having a lot of question mark with wat i am talking abu..
but it okay..
it is just for mi to noe.. :)

3 more months for mi to be back in school..
my longing for school...

time to be back to the reality again..

mixed feeling..

offered a place in part time UOL - Business..
having a mixed feeling now..

i noe wat i wan in life and i noe i really have to work very hard to get it..
i am happy that i got a place in SIM..
but at the same time..
the fee for the course kind of turn mi off..

have been calculating how much to save and how much to use..
i wan to have a life of my own..
thinking why i have a live so different from others?? :)

i wan to have a get away..
LALALALALA...
anyone out there wan to get away too.. :)

CONTACT MI PLS!!! :)

dead and gone..

it has been awhile since i last blog le..
kind of busy with my work and trying very hard to balance with my life..

have a different point of view in life lately..
all it takes is few mins or even sec before a life is gone..
it just show how fragile life is..

i wan to have more time to myself..
have been thinking a lot lately...
my temper becoming worse..
have been trying very hard to control it nowadays..

could be too stress up le..
just hope for everything to be gone..
my shoulder getting heavier each day due to "some ppl"..
although my working time is 8.30am to 6pm!

i nv failed to reach at 8am and go back at 8pm..
why am i spending 12 hours a day at work..
why my work seem to be nv ending..

i wan a change of life..
i hate being stuck at a place for so long..

always have to squeeze myself dry dry for time..
why cant i just seem to balance my life and work??

i need to adjust it to the rite mode..


sad to say.. but it is time for mi to get back to work again..