well.. christmas, end of year, birthday and wedding..

Well..

christmas is just a holiday festival..
happy that we can meet up for exchange and really happy that we are still staying strong together as friends.. :)

let have more meet up kay..

fast forward to ytd,,,
it is hui zhen Birthday! :)

actually this month all the birthday crash together sia..

27 is Hui Zhen one..
28 is YW daddy one..
29 is KT mum birthday...

well i wish all of them a happy brithday!
and of coz i wish them good health, wealth and fortune.. :)

dont ask me whyi remember YW dad birthday..
maybe coz we had always celebrate in the past..
so it kind of mark on me..
i still wan to wish him good health and have a fruitful  life ahead.. :)

can not imagine it is KT mummy birthday tomorrow..
big celebration sia..
haha..
dont even know she will like what i had got for her a not.. :)

den it is fanni wedding on 31 Dec ....
but i cannot go..
coz i am going oversea..
 but i still wish her a blissful marriage! :)

all my friends are getting married..
am i the left out one..
haha.. :)

erm.. and let me wish every one a happy new year in advance.. :)

totally holiday mood le..
dont wan to work.. haha.. :)

it is going to be a long post..

yeah..
MIA so long..

coz i was really really very busy...
as such that i need time to re-think what i have done the past few weeks..
haha...

well..

one of the week...
we went batam..
as in a whole family..
yeah..
another week..
we went out to celebrate my cousin birthday..
and just yesterday..
i went out with my ah ma for a movie.. .
they love him a lot..
but it also make me realize that why i have to find someone that my family like instead of following my own heart?

dont i deserve someone that i love instead of just finding someone to let my family love him instead..
i think i will always be in a dilemma..
he loves kids..
i dont..
he love me..
no doubt..
but i felt that there are still many things that he is not telling me..
i continue to act blur???
if he can not open to me..
i will find it super hard to open up to him also..
really..
i told him once that f i ever caught him being unfaithful...
i will never give a second chance..
why leh..
coz if a guy can do this one to you..
confirm the second wave will come..
hahaha..
so for this i got no second chance..

i need my space..
i wan my "alone" time..
haha..
i nv understand why..
it always make me feel depressed when it is toward the end of the year...

i wan to be single again..
haha..
but the stress from every corner..
it is make me going back to my own bubble dream..

and the number of weddings i have to attend..
i wish i am out of that friend list..
 haha..
but i still have to go..

well.. the next one to look forward to???

is there a life that i can live on how i wan to live instead of ppl telling me how i wan to live...

it doesnt seem to make sense..

yes.. 

but  i guess i will need to be more firm in my decision..

when you do not have the two worlds and you have to give up one..

friends or BF.. 

choosing one.. 

everyone is telling me i am not young anymore..

that is true..

and to be frank..

after a certain age... you wun even thgt of getting marry..

haha.. 

screw up!!! total Screw up...

what kind of shit job is this man...
in the face..
dont point finger..
behind their tai chi style super powerful..
what kind of shit man...

SCREW YOU!

yup..
cannot stand back stabber..
and you are the pro of it!! very pro.. :)

back from a week of weddings..

most of my friends are getting married this year or next year..

so my hong bao keep going out...

but dont know when it will come back to me..

haha.. 

went to thomson one in the afternoon..

den go to alicia one in the evening...

i will say i am very happy for the two of them to found their true love.. :) 

thomson one is the best..

he waited 18 yrs for the gal!

he definitely worth my respect..

18 yrs of waiting before they got married..

well for alicia..

i am really happy for her!! 

coz she finally found her Mr. Right after all the bad ones.. 

and i guess it is just fate for two person to get together ba..

who will know that bi and me will get together..

since we both are not each other first choice.. 

haha

as age get bigger..

standard also drop rite..

hehe.. 

ya ya..

that one i agree...

den went K-box with the rest of the group....

easy going i will say.. 

but that is not my best day la..

the funny thing is..

my Ex's Ex added me back on facebook.. 

i was like WOW..

that is fast..

haha...

so is it to confirm.. ^.^ 

hai...

kids play.. :) 

it really dont bother me anyway..

hehe.. 

i am a very neutral person..

if you are good to me..

i will be good to you..

mutual respect.. 

so if you talk to me..

of coz i will talk to you la..

not so xiao qi one leh..

beside..

all these are already in the past.. :)

让过去留在过去

we will have to move on with our life.. :)
well as for my ex.. 

i guess we are just stranger le.. 

no longer friends as he wish.. :) 

but i still wish him good and all the best for his this relationship.. :) 

back from my bangkok trip!

one word to describe.. shiokness!!!! :)

i deserve short break every now and then rite..
hehe.. :)

thank you so much Bi bi for making our 1 yr so memorable..
haha..
1 yr oversea trip..
you seem to have set your standard a bit too high le ba..
hehe.. :)
but thank you for all the arrangement..
not to mushy about it..
i like it..

everyone is telling me that bangkok is flooding..
well..
it only flood on the day that the king die..
after that the weather is not bad la..
at least better than singapore..
i have been back since wednesday..
but i still can not adapt to the weather...

looking far to my next holiday again.. :)

yeah.. my long await holiday is coming.. :)

hehe..
counting down 2 days!!!
and holiday here i come..

this time round with bibi..
coz he wan to celebrate our 1 yr out of singapore..
haha...

many ppl say waste money...
but for me..
i think it is a kind gesture and a break from this shit hole..
when ppl dont appreciate what you have done for them..
you need to learn to appreciate yourself..

somemore i am sick these few days..
down with fever, cough, flu..
bi came down to my house to look after me and cook for me..

it make me realise something..
love that i didnt experience before other than my ah ma..
and surprising...
my mum prepare cooling water for me too..

can not believe it double..
i am like thinking if i buy 4D that day i will have strike..
haha..
somehow it make me feel like bi had somehow change my mum thinking..
so that is what ppl normally call.. ai wu ji wu..
haha.. :)

but i am kind of surprise at myself ytd..
coz i just bought 1 wireless thumbdrive on monday...
guess what.. my mum brought it for a soaking bath..
coz it is in my bag and she didnt took it out...
hundred and 1 times i had told her to check before taking clothes to wash..
and she just have to do it on my new thumbdrive...

i am boiling to the max..
but i am surprise that i can walk away to cool myself down..
and i even told my mum that i dont wan to talk to her..
somehow she manage to keep her mouth shut..
without my ah ma nagging at me too...

that could be the most coolest me ever... really..
the past me would have make a big blast on it..
somemore it is an expensive one with a lifespan of 24hrs...