you sure you wan this..

too many things just flash pass my mind..
not to worry..
i am no longer a kid..

i understand and know that all of you are concern and care a lot about mi..
actually i am very fortunate to have so many ppl to care abu mi since young..
big thanks to all of you for your care and concern to mi all these years..
i noe that all of you have dote on mi so much..

but at the same time willing to let mi fall and to learn from my mistakes..
and thanks for all the forgiving of all the things that i have done wrong in the past..
i love my family!! i wun be here without you all!!!

but i know how to protect myself..
i understand the meaning of doing "wrong" since at the age of 12...
being together and in relationship...
ppl often link it to SEX..

but relationship is when you enjoy each other company..
able to hit it off just right from the spot..
where you get to understand each other better..
SEX is only for ppl with higher desire [or maybe i am abnormal at all.. (>.<)]

it dun seem to make a sense..
but i will say i dun have the desire nor the temptation at all...
not all relationships have link to SEX..

and i really noe how to protect myself..
so dun have to worry too much ya.... :)
if i really wan..
i wun have to wait until now..

it is nv a moment of foolish or a matter of time..
but the matter of sticking to your own Principle and noe wat you are doing...
if in the first place..
you noe that you will keep the day for your marriage..
and your partner noe that he have to respect you...
no matter how big is the temptation..
you will not even wan to give it a try.. :)

i agree to a saying the more you wan to rush something.. the worse it become..
so i will need time..
i am able to do..
but pls give mi time to solve it in an amiable and peaceful way... :)

i noe wat i am doing and wat i have to do..
so dun worry ya.. :)

erm..
readers maybe a big question mark with wat i am trying to say...
but no worries!! i am just writing rubbish due to the hot topic of relationship.. :)