let see....

so after work..

went back home..

guai rite..

actually coz i have muscle ache and i am too lazy to go out..

haha..

so when traveling back with thomson..

he told me about his experience with his gf...

something to learnt about... 

den head back for dinner...

haha.. 

and watch my tv again..

this episode not so good..

but i think i agree with yi feng.

coz.. 

no matter how down or how poor the guy is..

the lady will always stand by him and making sure that the guy can stand on his feet before leaving him...

you all see..

you guys only thgt that lady will run first when prob happen.. 

but the truth is..

they will stay until they felt that you are already to stand on your two feet before leaving you or letting you go...

no woman will be so bad to leave you when you are still poor or facing problem..

unless you have really done something super bad to the lady..

that force her to abandon you...

and i dont understand why my stupid cousin had to fight with me at every turning point..

yea.. and he thgt that i am wrong..

so he say that be it guy or gal..

they have to be practical..

and i say..

if everyone is like that..

there will not be love in this world..

as everyone is so driven and focus only on the material part.. 

emotional actually play a huge part in a relationship...

and when i think back....

it is true...

i didnt let him go when everyone in my family is telling me and he being a student..

thinking that i could make a difference or change.. 

but i realise that i cant hold on any longer and he is on his two feet up..

i decided to let him go..  

so it set me thinking again..

what is next for me..

haha.. 

every stage is a test...

so i just hope that i have the patience to get through the test...

and i think i am crazy with this saying..

but it is really true... 

fighter fight for what they want and never give up.. 

stand strong Pei Shan.. 

you can do it..

haha..