i am writing out my emotions today again..

sometime a door is closed for a reason. 

when you closed up that door.. 

another door will open for you.

That could be the beginning of the new life that you are going to start.. 

so dont keep holding onto the old door... 

walk over to a new door.. 

a new life is waiting for you.

that is what i having been keep telling myself now... 

there are many doors ahead of you to try and open..

those doors that are open and kept open.. 

will always bring in colors to your life..

but those doors that you have to close or force to close.. 

dont be too sad..

coz it could have been better that way.. 

i was told by a very long time friend that the fault in me is that..

i tried too hard to please everyone that result to you yourself suffer the pain alone..  

easy going can.. but there must be a limit to it.. 

you having no limitation to it will only result to ppl taking advantage of you.

but for me.. 

i think if  you can bring smile to ppl why will you wan to set a limit to it..

i am not perfect or best..

that i admit.. 

i can be nonsense, lazy, naggy, loud, tom-boyish, emotional and dreamy at times.. 

but i can be very sure that i will be there for my friends and family if there are help needed. 

i wun give up on ppl easily.. 

so i always maintain my friendships.. 

haha.. 

i will just have to keep my light on and continue walking on.. 

at least i am bringing light to ppl.. 

as for those that i can not do anything about it..

i will choose to keep away and close the door..

but do it in a more professional way..

i dont mixed work with personal life..

so now you know why ppl say that i am cold and super heartless..

it is just that i separate the two things out.. :) 

not to say that i am not affected.. 

but i think i will be as professional as i can...