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if i ever have a knife..
i will wan to kill my internship boy!!!!!

due to him i still have to wait for one week more for my pay.. T.T
i am so damn broke..
can god just drop money from the sky..
i am so so tired from it..

I DUN WAN TO WORK!!!!!
T.T

ok..
end of it..
haha....

anyway..
i complete my personal taste drama ytd at 2 plus..
can not believe that i can still wake up to work today..
can i have more KOPI O!!! haha.. :)

back to work..
mugging..
not for study but for work.. haha.. :)

how it feel to be like that..

how a person change is due to the environment that he or she is in..
different environment will have different charcter..
i will just say no need to think deep in when sometime thing is just so simple...

the more you think and try to interpret wat the person is saying..
the more lost you will get..
coz the person is just showing the most simple thgt..

stop all the adult thinking when in time you need to think it as a child..
dun bring all the anaylsis back in home when it is just so simple between family talks and chats..
thinking deep in not only make you felt that everyone have something on you..
but in fact..
there is nothing wrong out there..

learn to relax yourself at time...
thats why ppl always say simple is beauty..
try to understand that..
your life will be with so much fun..

ups and downs are things that can not be avoid as you grow..
everyone will have their temper..
just how well can you understand a person..
i can say only family understand the best..
coz when they are at home..
they show their true self..
they noe that family wun backstab them..
quarrel is unavoidable..
anger of word will just come..
but forgive is the next word..

ppl tends to like to bring back wateve they face in the society back home..
treating ppl like that they are in the working life..
that is also known as confusion of who you really are..
coz by not knowing it..

you change with the environment..
you think that everyone else will also change..
when they are just the simple person that you noe since young..

i think i wrote too much rubbish reasoning that i have...

time to think back...

woohoo..
it has been about one month since i last blog ba..
and i am very sure my blog is dying,,, haha..

the main reason for that is due to my work..
have been burning my saturaday to work..
not becoz i am devoted..
but becoz i can not finish.. T.T

went for two D&D for two weeks..
tired is all i can say..
it just seems that i need my slp.. :)

erm..
lets just brief through of wat i do for last month and this month..

last month busy with two vessels delivery that make mi work like mad..
after that is clear...
this month..
i have two more vessels plus Audit (as bonuses) to clear..
T.T

oh ya..
i done my first practical..
cool...
i may only pass two lesson..
but at least..
i am learning..
my challenge to dar dar..
see who has the last laugh..
WAHAHAHAHAH... :)

proud of myself to complete a 10 km marathon run with mong ying and hocks..
so fun lor..
we start running with no warm up and end the run with no cool down..
we are simply pro...
haha..
but muscle to follow next...

got myself a finisher medal..
wear new shoes to run is really a dumb dumb thing that i have done.. :P

one more thing to update..
i am done with my crowning!!!! wahahaha.. :) dun dare mi..
i will really bite... haha... :)

not to forget that we celebrate yi min belated birthday.. :)
hope she like the present..
it has always been good that we are able to keep in touch and united.. :)

i really really really miss school...
not due to the work life..
but due to mi not able to adapt myself well..
too many things to learn..
but of all...
must always learn to save your own ass before anything happens..

by keeping yourself safe den you can help to save other pppl butt.. :P
how true???

i will tell you..
it is not true!!! but it is a FACT.. :)

i wan to be a kid that nv grow up and nv have so much trouble to solve....
much less to keep thinking about how to save my own ass.. :)

shag to the max..

very very busy week..

almost killed mi..

too many vessels to handle and we are taking more and more..

been busy preparing this and that..

having things to clear..

i felt like a rubbish bin this few days..

overloaded with info..

filled up with work..

i am up to my neck..

ytd was danial last day..

sad to let him go..

coz i NEED his help..

haha. .

next week got new intern le..

but i wun have time to guide him..

hope it will be a good one..

if not i will *faint + vomit blood*

have to go back to office...

OMG!!!

i can not even have a peaceful weekend..

but for the sake of my work..

i endure..

coz it is always rainbow after a heavy storm...

i must braved through the storm and fight through the tough wind..

study where are you??

i need you back..

3 2 1..

lose weight in progress = stress and workload!!!

erm..

wat else to update..

i think wat i do on monday is a repeat until fri (or even sat and sun)!!

work please leave mi alone on my weekend.

dun ask wat the company can do for you..

but ask yourself wat you can do for the company..

that is company logic..

dun ask wat i can provide..

but ask the company wat they can give me..

that is employee logic..

it is alway a pull and a push..

a take and a give..

but when will it be my turn???

tomorrow will be my 5 month in the company..

time dun fly for mi..

it have seems so long and i felt myself aging..

long weekend

back from my long weekend to my work..
yawnz..

tired but meaningful de.. :)
went out to zoo with mel, cy and yw for outing..
haha..
raining day..
but lots of fun..

the KFC was full packed!!!
can not believe it sia..
the longest qeueuing i ever have..
waited for 45 mins for a meal..
OMG!!

wanted a family feast..
but can not finish..
so drop the idea..
haha..
dar dar getting fatter becoz i feed him too much???
come on man..
not my FAULT.. >.<
haha..

anyway..
head back to lot 1 abu 4 plus..
den we went to have our dinner at lot 1..
pepper lunch...
woohoo..
and for your info..
pepper lunch is not just for lunch... XD
that include dinner too.. XP

home sweet home after that..
Oh ya..
dar dar give mi an itouch for our 1 yr..
love him to the max sia..
but now i have to think twice for my iphone le.. haha..

sat is still a long way..
meet up with cy, mel, ric and dar for the trip to army museum...
so fun..
but i am a dumbfreak in shooting..
fail my shooting..
haha...

cy is pro with mel as the helper..
now i noe can not disturb mel and cy in case of my head..
haha..

damn it..
we were playing a game like CS..
den dumb dumb dar dar killed mi..
and he is so proud of the friendly kill.. >.<
*shake head shake head*

angry lor..
kanna kill twice..
HELLO..
i am your team!!! not your enemy..
haha..

den walk ard and climb the tunnel.. haha..
and try the obstacle course..

most of it can not make it lor..
my god..
i think can give up on the joining army idea,,
haha.. :)

as for ytd..
meet up with kaka to Mr Abbas house for gathering..
so long nv see him le..
look more slimer lor... :)
must be singapore food taste better.. :)
haha..
how i wish for all to come back to join as one family again..

a nice long chat until 4 .30..
den kaka send mi to clementi..
her bf's car has only one word to describe..
COOL!!!!!
just the one that i have been thinking about..
haha..

headed home for dinner after that..
and head down to uncle steven house for a chit chat..
it has been so long since we last have a fun gathering...
haha.. :)

we are contradicting kind..
thinking that this is not good..
so we prevent others from doing it..
but when we change our habit to be the kind of person that everyone is looking for..
ppl will hope that you go back to the old you and do wat you have done.. :)

there is no right or wrong..
just that ppl is born to change..
be it environment, themselves and everyone will start to hide their true self away..
sometime can we say is the world that is cruel or the thgts that is cruel..

three two one..

Remarkable run ytd..

i start to love running after work...
haha..

went with my and hocks..
run 23 rounds!!! three cheers.. :)
but Queenstown got a lot of cute ppl!! ahaha.. XP

training is just part of it..
but lose weight is the main idea..
my health is getting worse as i noe it myself..

hope running can help to improve it..
headed home after that..
COZ it is the LAST day of the ghost month..
have to go home early for the last of my week!!!
wahahhaah..

my leg damn pain when i woke up today..
just some common old injuries..
damn it..
hope it will not affect my run...

wat a cold cold day today is..
downpour here!!!

maybe going down for training tonight..
i am so going to prove that i can lose weight.. :P

i wan to take SAT test!!!
anyone wan to accompany mi??? :)



the face that is once known..
the place that is once been...
the smile that is once mine..
the love that is once held on..
have all been carried by the wind..
gone with a hug..

character is bulit by your love ones..
attitude is bulit by yourself..
motivation is bulit by your believe..
passion is bulit by the environment you are in...
so wat is in you is wat you have bulit in time..

different ppl will bring out a different you..
putting on an armour to get ready for the battle..
be it good or bad..
you have to face it...
and i simply hate hearing that..

facing up is not only the courage involved but with lot of liabilities and responsiblities..
take up a burden..
and tying yourself down to 'life'..
but if you hide from it den you will become a coward..
so choose it well to live with it or to take it out..
i lead my own style...

tired is all i can say..

not really a good weekend that i will enjoy..

rush home on fri night..
coz i haven finished the card for Jasmine!!
so rush rush rush..
ended up slping only at 3 plus..

den the next day morning..
wake up to clear all my things and washing..
den get back to the card again..
do until 2 plus..
den preparing to get down to chervon..

only to find myself keep vomitting and giddy..
dun noe wat happen..
den fever also come and join in the fun...
can not even take water..
so head back to my bed and rest..

slp through until 6 plus... OMG!!!
i am so so late..
rushed down by Cab..
luckily still haven cut cake..

due to the MRT closure..
many ppl also take cab..
there is this couple come later den mi but stand in front of mi and hog my cab..
haix..

den headed home to rest at ard 10..
oh ya..
my ah ma also sick on that day..

haha..
thats why we are granddaugther and grandma..
coz even sick we sick together..
and suffering from the same sickness too.. :P

ytd...
nothing WOW..
stay at home and rot..
haha..
for your information ..
i dun alway go out..
just that i prefer to rot at home and watch tv.. haha.. :P

erm...
thinking of going to COMEX fair..
but the thgt of no MRT and only buses and packed with ppl..
i give up the thgts...
haha.. :)

den rot with my tv again..
slacker job..
haha.. :)

slpt at 11 plus..
early ba..
haha..

as for today..
nothing much..
except for my dental appointment..
haha.. :)

looking forward to the run tml..
woohoo..
lost weight is my goal for my GALA Dinner on 30 Sep..
Marine Bay Sand..
here i come.. :)