jurong bird park.

time flies..

it have been a long long time since i start my blog again.. :)
anyway...
i am with the company for 1 yr le! :)
worth the celebration..
dun think so.. haha.. :)

1 yr = experiences and face changing..

still have a lot to learn.
pei shan you can do it.. :)

last week is a fun week...
went to jurong bird park with dar dar on fri! sad that the penguin area is under construction...

nothing much have change since i last went when i was in primary school..
i still think that Zoo is more fun.. haha.. :)

bought a slipper from there.. cute lor...
back home for dinner and off to my tv..

as for sat..
came back to office..
why???
coz i can not finish my work lor.. haix..
rush it up..
den head home for training..
dinner with team mates..
and home sweet home..

love my bed seriously..
wake up at 6 on a sunday morning..
as to go down for some events..
one word to describe.. TIRED.. :)

but it is fun lor.. :)
play some telematch and watch some demo..
den head down to junction 8 for aijsen with chao yi, mel and ric.. :)
head back by cab.. woohoo..
ric 70, we 10 each!! haha..

head back den cm call mi..
say wan to go bai bai..
so ok lor..
pei him go and watch the chinese ghost story..
i find it okay la..

but i think if Liu yi fei put on a bit of weight will look nicer.. :)
she is cute by nature..
haix..

not like mi black by natural.. XD

after that we went back.. :)
and started my work routine again.. T.T

toilet break..

time for re-cap..

it is impossible to achieve victory and wealth without positive attitude and wisdom..
thinking about that..
i dun have the wisdom..
hoping the rite attitude will help..

regret is in the past..
move on is the key..
my 22 years of life..
i have wasted 17 yrs of it..
only at recent 5 yrs did i really understand who am i and wat i wan..

silent dun mean that i agree..
it just simply mean that i dun wan to quarrel..

5 yrs back..
i took my bag and ran out of training..
just becoz of a stupid, unreasonable quarrel..

5 yrs now..
i learned that running away is not the key..
secondly.. i have grown up..
i have to face it...


everything happen for a reason..
but for mi..
there must be a reason why thing happens..
i bet all must be having a lot of question mark with wat i am talking abu..
but it okay..
it is just for mi to noe.. :)

3 more months for mi to be back in school..
my longing for school...

time to be back to the reality again..

mixed feeling..

offered a place in part time UOL - Business..
having a mixed feeling now..

i noe wat i wan in life and i noe i really have to work very hard to get it..
i am happy that i got a place in SIM..
but at the same time..
the fee for the course kind of turn mi off..

have been calculating how much to save and how much to use..
i wan to have a life of my own..
thinking why i have a live so different from others?? :)

i wan to have a get away..
LALALALALA...
anyone out there wan to get away too.. :)

CONTACT MI PLS!!! :)

dead and gone..

it has been awhile since i last blog le..
kind of busy with my work and trying very hard to balance with my life..

have a different point of view in life lately..
all it takes is few mins or even sec before a life is gone..
it just show how fragile life is..

i wan to have more time to myself..
have been thinking a lot lately...
my temper becoming worse..
have been trying very hard to control it nowadays..

could be too stress up le..
just hope for everything to be gone..
my shoulder getting heavier each day due to "some ppl"..
although my working time is 8.30am to 6pm!

i nv failed to reach at 8am and go back at 8pm..
why am i spending 12 hours a day at work..
why my work seem to be nv ending..

i wan a change of life..
i hate being stuck at a place for so long..

always have to squeeze myself dry dry for time..
why cant i just seem to balance my life and work??

i need to adjust it to the rite mode..


sad to say.. but it is time for mi to get back to work again..

lucky day

my first email to reject supplier is out..
OMG!

it is really a great test for my english and to put it in such a way that i dun offend anyone and also to maintain the good relationship with them...

so proud of myself..
i can write a proper email after all..
haha.. :)

you sure you wan this..

too many things just flash pass my mind..
not to worry..
i am no longer a kid..

i understand and know that all of you are concern and care a lot about mi..
actually i am very fortunate to have so many ppl to care abu mi since young..
big thanks to all of you for your care and concern to mi all these years..
i noe that all of you have dote on mi so much..

but at the same time willing to let mi fall and to learn from my mistakes..
and thanks for all the forgiving of all the things that i have done wrong in the past..
i love my family!! i wun be here without you all!!!

but i know how to protect myself..
i understand the meaning of doing "wrong" since at the age of 12...
being together and in relationship...
ppl often link it to SEX..

but relationship is when you enjoy each other company..
able to hit it off just right from the spot..
where you get to understand each other better..
SEX is only for ppl with higher desire [or maybe i am abnormal at all.. (>.<)]

it dun seem to make a sense..
but i will say i dun have the desire nor the temptation at all...
not all relationships have link to SEX..

and i really noe how to protect myself..
so dun have to worry too much ya.... :)
if i really wan..
i wun have to wait until now..

it is nv a moment of foolish or a matter of time..
but the matter of sticking to your own Principle and noe wat you are doing...
if in the first place..
you noe that you will keep the day for your marriage..
and your partner noe that he have to respect you...
no matter how big is the temptation..
you will not even wan to give it a try.. :)

i agree to a saying the more you wan to rush something.. the worse it become..
so i will need time..
i am able to do..
but pls give mi time to solve it in an amiable and peaceful way... :)

i noe wat i am doing and wat i have to do..
so dun worry ya.. :)

erm..
readers maybe a big question mark with wat i am trying to say...
but no worries!! i am just writing rubbish due to the hot topic of relationship.. :)

love mi

i think becoz of my perseverance..
i found the bloody cert ytd..

shd have buy ytd 4D..
haha.. :)

sometime when you hang on and dun give up dun mean that you are stubborn..
just becoz you believe that you can do it..
nothing is impossible.. :)

but i still went back early coz i can not stand that bird face.. FULLSTOP!
so.. stop asking mi why i go back so early..
i need my slp too when i have to face this kind of ppl in life! :)

i got a feeling that i really wish that i can burn down the whole kampong!
big butt with big hand only to carry all the balls!! hais...

full stop..
not going to let them spoilt my mood today! :)

lalalala..:)
my mood today super good.. :)
i think i am going to make good wishes for this year! :)