mixed feeling..

offered a place in part time UOL - Business..
having a mixed feeling now..

i noe wat i wan in life and i noe i really have to work very hard to get it..
i am happy that i got a place in SIM..
but at the same time..
the fee for the course kind of turn mi off..

have been calculating how much to save and how much to use..
i wan to have a life of my own..
thinking why i have a live so different from others?? :)

i wan to have a get away..
LALALALALA...
anyone out there wan to get away too.. :)

CONTACT MI PLS!!! :)

dead and gone..

it has been awhile since i last blog le..
kind of busy with my work and trying very hard to balance with my life..

have a different point of view in life lately..
all it takes is few mins or even sec before a life is gone..
it just show how fragile life is..

i wan to have more time to myself..
have been thinking a lot lately...
my temper becoming worse..
have been trying very hard to control it nowadays..

could be too stress up le..
just hope for everything to be gone..
my shoulder getting heavier each day due to "some ppl"..
although my working time is 8.30am to 6pm!

i nv failed to reach at 8am and go back at 8pm..
why am i spending 12 hours a day at work..
why my work seem to be nv ending..

i wan a change of life..
i hate being stuck at a place for so long..

always have to squeeze myself dry dry for time..
why cant i just seem to balance my life and work??

i need to adjust it to the rite mode..


sad to say.. but it is time for mi to get back to work again..

lucky day

my first email to reject supplier is out..
OMG!

it is really a great test for my english and to put it in such a way that i dun offend anyone and also to maintain the good relationship with them...

so proud of myself..
i can write a proper email after all..
haha.. :)

you sure you wan this..

too many things just flash pass my mind..
not to worry..
i am no longer a kid..

i understand and know that all of you are concern and care a lot about mi..
actually i am very fortunate to have so many ppl to care abu mi since young..
big thanks to all of you for your care and concern to mi all these years..
i noe that all of you have dote on mi so much..

but at the same time willing to let mi fall and to learn from my mistakes..
and thanks for all the forgiving of all the things that i have done wrong in the past..
i love my family!! i wun be here without you all!!!

but i know how to protect myself..
i understand the meaning of doing "wrong" since at the age of 12...
being together and in relationship...
ppl often link it to SEX..

but relationship is when you enjoy each other company..
able to hit it off just right from the spot..
where you get to understand each other better..
SEX is only for ppl with higher desire [or maybe i am abnormal at all.. (>.<)]

it dun seem to make a sense..
but i will say i dun have the desire nor the temptation at all...
not all relationships have link to SEX..

and i really noe how to protect myself..
so dun have to worry too much ya.... :)
if i really wan..
i wun have to wait until now..

it is nv a moment of foolish or a matter of time..
but the matter of sticking to your own Principle and noe wat you are doing...
if in the first place..
you noe that you will keep the day for your marriage..
and your partner noe that he have to respect you...
no matter how big is the temptation..
you will not even wan to give it a try.. :)

i agree to a saying the more you wan to rush something.. the worse it become..
so i will need time..
i am able to do..
but pls give mi time to solve it in an amiable and peaceful way... :)

i noe wat i am doing and wat i have to do..
so dun worry ya.. :)

erm..
readers maybe a big question mark with wat i am trying to say...
but no worries!! i am just writing rubbish due to the hot topic of relationship.. :)

love mi

i think becoz of my perseverance..
i found the bloody cert ytd..

shd have buy ytd 4D..
haha.. :)

sometime when you hang on and dun give up dun mean that you are stubborn..
just becoz you believe that you can do it..
nothing is impossible.. :)

but i still went back early coz i can not stand that bird face.. FULLSTOP!
so.. stop asking mi why i go back so early..
i need my slp too when i have to face this kind of ppl in life! :)

i got a feeling that i really wish that i can burn down the whole kampong!
big butt with big hand only to carry all the balls!! hais...

full stop..
not going to let them spoilt my mood today! :)

lalalala..:)
my mood today super good.. :)
i think i am going to make good wishes for this year! :)

tired eyes..

not a good day..

i lost my certificates!
if to remake..
USD 200 Plus..

where the hell am i going to find this sum of money..
HEADACHE ar!!!

have been bombing by this stupid question since tuesday!
i wun give up..
continue looking for my certificates!

scolding scolding scolding!!!
can you just get off my back..
i will do my job rite..

the certificate lost is not due to mi..
coz of the company shifting..
why all the blame is on mi!!!! :(

living in fear now..
certificate faster come out or even run out..

i have enough of this kind of shit..
going back early today too!!

oh ya..
didnt go running due to my bad mood and my bad period..
shoo!!!
all these kindly get out of my life now!

new year post...

Yo.. Happi Tu year to all.. :)

have an enjoyable chinese new year with all the meetup and chatting..
tired but fun..

went to many places for praying..
this year may not be a good year for mi..
but i will make it good.. :)

i believe nothing is impossible for mi! :)

back to working liao..
not to say sian but boring and scolding..
haix..
but the hong bao from my superviser really cheer mi up..

the amount is not the matter but the thgt that count..
she is not married yet but becoz she say..
it is chinese new year..
so you just take.. :)

next time hari raya den you give mi la.. :)
cute ba..

i love working with her..
not just the knowledge but also the way she treat ppl.. :)

but i think i got a black face..
coz everyone say my face very black but actually i am not.. :)

ok..
have to run liao.. way too many things to clear after new year.. :)
tonight have to work like hell...
why on earth that panama have to work when it is time for us to slp????
dun understand.. :)