and we shall see about it..

well.. i know i cant update daily...
coz i am trying to find back my life....

i am hoping for a single no more..
but it doesnt seem to be happening soon..
so ya..

we got our first fight yesterday..
and i will say he surprise me at every corner..
i do drink with friends and not to say that i am social..
but i do know my limit..
and i think i went over my limit ytd...
it kind of piss the hell out of me over very very little things..
sometime it is really not easy to be the first one to give in..
and he does that..
sometime i think he kind of change my perspective of guys..
Not easy i will say..

but he really have the gentleman side in him..
no man is perfect.. and i also not finding a perfect one..

so what is actually holding me back???
i think is the question of do i really like him???
as in i wan to be with him???

i am taught to see the prefect from the imperfection...
so what do my ah ma say too???