that is when you have to make up your mind..

go and think about it..

so am i worth you spending your time and effort for??
if i am not.. den i think we know where this is going..
if yes.. give me a direction to go..

have a chat with my ah ma...
guess what i am told..
i was told why dont you wait..
if the lot ask you to wait.. den you might as well wait..
i was.. so you are asking me to wait now..
after all the shits that you throw to me..
asking me to speed up..
i think i am not just confuse..
you are confuse yourself too..

so it boils down to..
where do you all think i stand???
do i deserve a second chance or i am just a puppet for you all to control...
and what can i do with a lot???
marry a lot..
i no longer bother by it..

thank you...
i got my own mind and i believe i shd just go with my heart...