back from a long weekend..

well...
i am out to Malaysia over the weekend with the tai tais..
haha..
well..
we didnt really go where..
maybe just KL and JB..

coz we want a staycation...
but they are all on budget..
haha.. :)

well..
sheena is sick..
so she didnt really enjoy much..
haha..
but me, hana and anneke still okay la..
not that bad..

over a weekend without baby by my side..
i kind of like the singlehood moment..
haha..

maybe coz i think these few weeks..
not a good time for us..
he is always cranky...
and i am really very tired to entertain his stupid moody mood..
so away from him with my friends..
i felt more relax..

dont ask me if it is normal..
coz it is suppose to be our sweet sweet period..
but i am kind of sian to entertain his mood swing le..

i dont deny that he is sweet at times..
coz he is really down with bad sore throat and fever over the weekend..
but he insisted to meet me ytd when i am back..
that is the sweet part of him la..

but when we meet we like dont see things eye to eye again..
so you see..
the mood of meeting up went down again..
haha..
how i hope for a day that i dont have to argue or fight with him..
he felt that it is the process of understanding each other..
but to me..
i am really very very tired..

and just imagine..
i have my 8 hrs of slp when i am oversea..
so shiok rite...
something that i can not get in Singapore..

and he is like super sweet after our fight ytd again..
so he brought me starbuck and appear at my office during lunch time today for surprise..
i am really not saying that he is not sweet..
coz he is really one sweet and cute guy..
and he pamper me a lot..
but i guess..
i need a guy that understand me more...
just that i am lazy to go out and find somemore..
a lot of ppl telling me that he is not my last one..
but i hope to make him my last one..
coz i dont have the energy and courage to go out and find another one..

2 more weeks to my hong kong trip..
but i dont really feel very excited sia..

sometime i just dont understand what i really want sia..
i really like him or i just finding company??
no longer know what i am thinking liao..
haha.. :P

coz my family members like him..
but i dont know what i actually feel for him..
maybe i am going through the phase that alicia is going through??
just have to wait for the phase to get over..
haha...

erm..
lets pray for the best to me kay.. :)

ok readers..
i got to go..
enjoy all your holiday tomorrow ya.. :)