yeah.. 2 and half day more to go..

ya..
going for my hong kong trip...
i dont know..
just felt that the more i intro him to my friends..
the more scare i am..

maybe due to my nonsense mind la..
well.. my weekend is not a good one...

coz ytd i went to see my grand aunt..
the sadness overwhelm me..
coz she is literally  the skin to bone..
and it just happen over a short span of 2 weeks..
she is the one that had been seeing me grow up..
coz my ah ma always bring me to her house..

so she is not sick..but just cant stomach any food down..
i will say just like my ah gong..
in liquid diet..

and i really hope that she will at least stay with us for a few more years..
at least to see her youngest grandson get marry...

not sure why..
but sadness overwhelm me..
and to say..
i was moody since ytd..
i guess i can not see ppl that are in that state...
coz last time i see my ah gong also i got pissed off..
coz he always make a lot of noise.
but when he is gone..
i realise what a stupid person i am..
coz i wun see him again..

and i will not make that same mistake again ba..

ytd...
i was PMSing..
coz my headache just wun go away..
and it really pissed the shit of me..

went for training..
and richard sent us down...
thanks richard..
this is what are friends for ma...

so good to have a uber friend!
yeah.. :)
and i realise many taxi uncles hate them..
coz in richard car down the road to food court...
 dont know kanna horned how many times liao..
haha..

and head down to Circuit road for dinner..
blowing my temper off..
of coz not at my chief they all la.
at baby la..
he text me..
den i called back..
in the end..
i kanna shit..
what the hell la..

so he came down to send me back and i just head straight to bed..
ignoring if he is home a not..
i am not being evil...
i am being bloody pissed off...

if you are not happy with me..
the door is open..
and you can always go..
really....

like that tell me how to tahan for my hong kong trip..
i dont know..
and i dont want to know..

on the bright side..
i am getting out of one shit holes..
but it look like i am jumping into another one..
what the....

time to pack my bag too..
nothing is done and packed at all..
good job pei shan..

have to get back to my work...
hope i can have a good holiday and avoid with all the shits..