well.. i was asked if i felt frustrated at the sight of him..
the ans is No..
but when he try to do those tricks of his again..
i will be like super duper sian...
went out dinner with sir they all after TKD training..
and he is asking me again..
when i plan to get marry..
well i guess i am at the stage of thinking if he is actually the right one for me..
so i dont think marriage is on my plate now..
sometime i felt like.. it is just me..
i felt more comfortable to go out with my friends to joke and laugh things off..
with him..
i felt the restriction..
i dont know how to react to his certain theory..
sometime actually i only need a listening ear to all my nonsense..
not telling me what i should have done or he standing up for me..
you know like those..
you just wan ppl to listen and let you nag it off...
this point.. i guess my ex can do it better..
well..
up to now.. i have never compare him with any of my ex in front of him before as i dont want to create any misunderstanding..
but i felt that it is very very hard for me to open up to him..
i can talk shit with my poly friends and TKD group..
but i just felt hard to open up to him..
my fault again right..
haix..
certain things i wan to help him..
but he is so stubborn that he reject my help..
so anyone can tell me what to do..
not that i wan to force him to do it my way..
but if my way can save him a lot of troubles and time..
why not????
even richard also say i behave and think like guys..
but why i dont seem to understand his stubbornness?????
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