well... after a chat...

met up with my TKD group..
and after much talking over..
i guess sometime thing is not how we see it to be..
coz the tone could be different..

but the anger in me is covering a lot of things that i could see but i choose not to see...
so after that talk..
i confronted baby..
maybe he and i need a face to face talk instead of a silent war..
coz there are a lot of things that we have disagreement about..
and i felt that due to it..
i can not breathe..
i need my alone time..

i cant say for others..
but i do..
and i need..
i need a break from the world and in the world of my own..
there is nothing wrong with anyone of you...
i just need my alone time to sort my thgts out..
and i guess due to that..
i always felt that i can not breath in relationship..

coz most gals need their bf 24/7...
and i dont...
i really dont..
i am just not that type of girly girly one..
personal space meant a lot to me...
so i dont know how long i can last for this time..

but i could be giving it the last chance..
coz i really very very tired liao..
if it still dont work out..
perhaps.. i might just need to move on..

so i will just take a step at a time to see how things go... :)