back from my short weekend trip.. :)

Out of Singapore for a weekend as not to see any more nonsense..

haha.. 

sick of this kind of life... 

want to change but the market is so bad... T.T 

so run away to release some stress.. 

haha.. :) 

went to kukup, it is a small fishing village in Malaysia.. 

that is not bad..

got a shocking new that up to now i can not accept it.. 

but i think it will be hard for me to share it with anyone..

so silent is the best..

i will just do my best and hope that the day don't come.. 

emotions shan.. emotion... 

everyone wish for the best for me..

but do they really know what i want? 

how i feel abt it.. 

you guys dun understand me.. haha.. 

so let just forget it for now kay.. :) 

the first night didnt even get any slp.. 

coz we are trying to knock some sense to my cousin..

well we all have a love and hate relationship..

why..

coz it allow us to stay close..

haha.. 

the ah ma house grew up together gang.. :P

and i have learned basic mahjong!!! wahahahaha.. 

next time we can play liao.. :) 

although we play no money one la..

haha.. :) 

and as for myself.. 

i am still trying to find out what i actually want.. 

it is always a give and a take.. 

so i have give up on my relationship and take up on my family support..

am i really stupid???

i really don't know.. 

i will clear up my head to move on.. 

all of them are telling me.. 

i will get a better one soon.. 

so how soon is soon???
although i keep telling myself that i have to be ignore..
but when you keep seeing things..
it just make your blood boil more..
so the moral of this story..
turn both eyes close..
act like you see no evil..
or speak no evil..

silent..