two more days..

so it is going to my graduation this fri..
but i am not feeling happy about it..

shd i just go alone???

so i got TFF to go for my graduation..
i will still keep one ticket for my ah ma..
 but if she don't want to go den i will just forgo that ticket..

anyway.. dun ask me why i dun wan my mum to go..
i think it has just built up in my emotions that make me feel that i am a trash to her..

dun ask me why i have that feeling..
i felt that she have nv contribute much to my life..
so...

i will just support her and hope that she is out of my life..
this post is super emo..
nowadays i can not understand why my mood is like that..

even at office..
i felt like i am being targeted...
my attitude..
but if you guys nv push me to this end..
will i have become like that..
i doubt so..

okay...
let me go and emo..

i dun wan them to come for my graduation at all if possible..