what have been so great about it..

so my new job scope is to act blind, mute and deaf...
i think i can get used to it..

tomorrow is my graduation..
and the miscommunication with my ah ma and me is still not solve yet..
wondering how my mum will feel if i ask my ah ma if she wan to go a not and i dun wan my mum to go..

i admit that i am stubborn..
talk to my uncle about it ..
and he told me that coz ah ma is too concern about me..
but why she didn't trust me in the first place...

i didnt ask much..
i just wan my voice to be heard...

it used to be my ah ma being my whole world...
but now.. i am not longer sure...

four yrs of study with dream of graduating and take graduation photo with him..
someone who he can be proud of..
a ticket that is kept for him..
but well..
poof and it is all gone..

as for my ah ma.. hoping she will be by my side...
but she is not...

sometime i just get too emo as i dun noe where i stand..

i start to wonder if i shd graduate at all a not..
if i didn't graduate.. will everything stay like last time..

oh.. and ask him if i can use his membership..
just wondering why ppl dun like to reply..
short reply of can not or can....
is it that difficult..
i dun understand..
or maybe it is just me being to sensitive...
maybe i shd really listen to her once...


listening to "7 Years"