judging world..

had a super long chat with jas..

no to say that my moody mood is gone..

but at least the heart pain lessen..

i dont feel so bad about it anymore..

haha.. 

talking about guys.

and i seem to always at the wrong side..

haha..

but she is telling me..

why you wan to worry something that is not within your means... 

so i was telling her..

ever wonder when you see all your secondary school friends are getting marry and you are not..

so she is telling me..

if she have a chance..

she dont wan to get marry.. 

i was like..

if there is a guy that can accept who i am and my family.. 

i think i will just marry..

haha.. 

i woke up from my fairy tale story not long ago and i think i just need something more practical now..

haha..

so if the guy is the right one in my perspective.. 

i dont need a lot of dating..

i just wan someone that can committed..

not asking too much rite..

judgement is not up to us..

we are in a society that  judge..

so we can only ignore..

coz mouth is others..

but if you are involved then what is there to complaint about..

haha.. 

so if you ask me how is my mood..
not that good..
but i think is better then last week..
haha..