so don't talk to me if you wan to continue to be stubborn..

Lazy and tiring Tuesday..

why is that...
coz back to work ma..
i am trying my best to work le..
but the motivation is getting thinner..
so ya..

well well..
ytd was not a so bad day..
went out with my family..
finding a balance between work, life and family..
how i wish my every weekend is so long..
haha.. :)

sometime if you wait..
the right one will come and find you...
so dont worry about it..
and i hope my cousin will go for it..
since all know that it is the right one.. :)

as for me..
i think waiting for someone to take action is not that hard rite..
why it seem so hard for me..
coz i am too boyish???
but that is me leh..
i can dress up lady like la..
but i think i still prefer the boyish side of me..
coz i dont fake it.. and i dont need to hide it..
if you can not accept who i am and how much changes you expect me to change???
i think there is no point..

as to side track a bit..
i think sometime when friend got onto the wrong foot..
have a drama going on for the weekend..
i am like the one watching it.. XD

so you think how long is my patience???
i think running very low..

coz...
you keep asking me for advise..
but you just go ahead and do the opposite..
so what does that means???
dont waste my time and ask me for advise la..
there is always a limit to how much i can talk.
the moment i start to find you annoying or acting stupid..
i think i will drift off.. never need an attention seeker in my life..
haha..

and sorry ar... by going out with other gals dont make me jealous at all...
coz there is no chemicals between us in the first place..
i told you before,..
we can only be friends..
and i really hope you understand it..
nothing much..

so stop all these nonsense before i cut you off..
i am not the one for you nor are you the one for me...
some guys just dont understand..
haha..

anything i do have nothing to do with you..
thank you...
your money and things..
to me is nothing..
i dont give a shit..
you can give to whoever you want or like..
get this clear..
FRIEND!!!

and to start off my morning without a so much bad day..
i have a short chat with a friend..
so she is asking me why i am still single..
i told her..
i am waiting for the right one to come..

there are many flowers along the way..
but i want to wait for the right one and suit me..
i got off the bus at the wrong foot..

so i dont want to get onto just any other cars that come along..
there are many type of cars in this world..
i just need the right one to accommodate cater to my needs and wants..

yes.. i admit and agree that i had been hurt..
and the wound is quite deep...
but i think my wound had healed.. just that the scar cannot be remove...
i am not being fussy..
i just learn to be more specific so as to avoid that scar of mine to open up or see again,,,

the weak side that i nv want to show ppl..
coz all assume that i am a very strong gal.. :P

erm..
okay..
enough blogging..
getting back to work..

listening to  周杰倫- 手寫的從前