well well... emotions building up..

you see.. 3 more days to Jay chou concert..
oh my god..

and 3 more days to Jasmine wedding also..
haix..
tough decision..
haha..

well..
some ppl just dont listen and like to be attention seeker....
haha..
so the best way to fight it off is to ignore..
coz if you dont give them the attention that they want..
den it will be a pointless fight..
well pls continue to be childish ya.. :)

side track..
heard a news that broke my heart..
one of my colleague mum just passed away,,,
life is so unpredictable nowadays,,
you wun know when the next time it strike.,
i hate the part of losing your loved ones..

although everyone know that some day sometime..
we are going to leave this world for better..
but it just hurts and hard to lose or let go of someone that you have been ard for so long..

nowadays my ah ma have been telling me that one by one her friends are leaving her...
it really make me scare..
i dont want whatever say to happen..
i just wan her to be fine and health..
somehow i dont know how to console her..
her last friend left is my grandaunt..
one that came with her to Singapore together and friends since birth..

she requested me to go and visit my grandaunt with her one of these weekend..
i am fine with it..
she is also telling me that she is no longer that alert as she used to be..
nowadays i felt like i have a lost of words to say..
not that i can not face up to it..
but words are always easier than action..

someone that have been with me since birth..
took care of me when i am sick..
and even listen to my shits when i am at my lowest point..
dont give up on me although everyone think that i am hopeless...
i can not imagine one day to do without her..
i dont think i can..
really...

okay.
i think the emotions are flooding me now..
have to close the gate before my flood came down..

back to work..
i am really thinking...