back.. :)

erm... i stop where ar.. 

let me think..

oh oh.. 

ytd i came back to work.. 

well.. 

and JJ Sir invited me to his house for CNY... 

went over with wei xin and alicia.. 

so chief, his family, richard, lopes, his gf, garrick, yun hao, elieen and her bf.. 

i was not being emo.. 

i just think that he is not as bad as you will think...

have been with him for 8 yrs le..

he is just tend to be very straight but he is not bad in character..

just his mouth..

other then that he is really okay.. 

i believe i understand him quite well... 

beside it is btw me and him..

i dun understand why it has become such a big matter..

just have to let it go okay.. 

i dun wish to keep bringing this up and explain.. 

there is nothing much to explain le..

as a friend i have done my part.. 

it is up to him for the next step.. 

just hope that he will open up better and let time heal the wound.. 

i wun say that i am perfect as i have my bad and faults too.. 

in a relationship.. 

i tend to go for long term.. 

but there are time where i am no longer able to hold on...

i am too tired and my body is not coping that well anymore... 

as after that the four of us just play our poker and go back home.. 

pain pain go away.. never come back again..