back to back..

yo.. counting down to my birthday.. OH NOPE!!! haha..
this year will be a quiet and monotone one... as i am already back to single..
for my birthday wish..
i wan to have a good husband that will take care of me..
a family that will support me always..
and everyone else in good health..

and the best of all is.. my ah ma chinese birthday and my english birthday is very near this year.. :)
1 day different..
so i think i will just celebrate my birthday with her.. haha..

erm.. ytd my ah ma told my ah kim off..
why is that so..
coz of ah meng (not a monkey of coz.. it my 1 yr difference cousin)...
my ah ma is saying why everyone is avoiding ah meng without joining him for dinner..
but ah kim is like saying he started first ma..
so my ah ma told me abt it and i told her off...
it take 2 hands to clap and make a sound..
if other ppl are clapping but you are not..
where the sound come from..

so my ah ma told me..
you think you are very smart..
just become you know some philosophies dun make you clever as you are..
i admit to her.. i know i am not smart.. there will always be someone smarter out there..
but at least i am willing to listen..
i am willing to change..
to be frank.. how many of your grandchildren really listen to you and change..
i dare to tell you only 2..
your most precious 2.. mi and Jie jie..

you think the rest is willing to listen to your words just become of your age..
NO...
i listen coz i respect.. and i think that if it make sense to me.. i change.,.
i know that you all want a better mi.. so i change..
i make my life changing decision based on you.. i dun wan  to see you having regret..
but to you,, it is just nothing..
sometime i really wonder if it is just my attitude or my character that make me make that decision of listening to you..
but i told myself.. since i make it.. i CANNOT regret and have to live with it..
the rest.. what make you think that they will listen..

btw pk was there.. so she stood up for her mum..
she try to stop arguing after her mum told her that she is just angry with her and not PK..

sometime i just feel that my ah ma dun understand me after all..
not that i am great..
i have never been great,,,
i always tell myself that there are ppl out there smarter then me..
but if i fail.. i will not give up and try all over again..
that is me.. i will to try it until the last second.,.
even you might think that it is so stubborn of you...
but i wun give way...

i don't really take NO well.. but i always NO ppl.. a joke.. maybe.. haha..
well as such.. i ended my conversation with her in silent..
and off to bed..

today my ah ma told me that ah kim listen and sat down to have dinner with him.
but i have reserve.. coz how long can this last also.. but i am not in the position to comment on..
but sometime i am thinking if you are willing to listen and change..
you will have done it rite..
but if you dun have the heart to do it but act like you are going to do it..
so it will still end up the same.,.

and something happen in the office..
which i will blog abt it soon.. :)

signing out now..