my emotions...

my grandma is not doing well this few days..

so went to pray with her at Guan Ying ma there..

i just wan her to be in good health... 

and the rest i dun wan to talk le.. 

i hate it when i have no one to talk to when i am facing problem..
i hate that there is no listening ear when i need advise..
i hate it when there is no one to cheer me up, stand up for me, clear the air for me..
i hate that i lost my best friend, a listening ear and someone that is able to cheer me up...

i may have many friends but when in times of needs..
i realise that it is so hard to find someone that can trust and believe in me..

reality check..
things are not what they seem to be but ppl choose to believe rumours den to use their brain and think..
so i conclude that ppl are lazy coz they choose the easy way out...

my point of view..