we shall see...

so that this week is my birthday week..
and i am totally pack on my weekdays night and weekends with meeting up friends and family..
thank you all for the loves despite me being so broken...

talk to my ah ma ytd about my feeling..
she dont get it..
seem simple, if you wan to break just let it go and forget it..
if i just started, at least not so bad. .
but 8 yrs...
i dun noe how to ease that part of my life from my memory..

i try and really wanted too..
but i think i still need some time..
watching jay chou last last concert..
trust me.. it is the most happy concert i have went...
sometime it just dun matter who is having the concert but the one that accompanying you to watch.,.
it holds many memories for me as i watch it twice.. :)

den i decide to listen to the songs again ytd...
my two fav songs.. :)

想回到过去

盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁
想回到过去 / 试著抱你在怀里
羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 / 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

沉默支撑跃过陌生 / 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 / 失去平衡 / 慢慢下沉
想回到过去

能不能給我一首歌的時間

#雨淋濕了天空　毀的很講究
你說你不懂　為何在這時牽手
我曬乾了沉默　悔的很衝動
就算這是做錯　也只是怕錯過
在一起叫夢
分開了叫痛
是不是說　沒有做完的夢最痛
迷路的後果　我能承受
這最後的出口在愛過了才有#
*能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷裏你不用害怕失眠
哦~　如果你想忘記我也能失憶
能不能給我一首歌的時間
把故事聽到最後才說再見
你送我的眼淚　讓它留在雨天
哦~　越過你劃的線我定了勇氣的終點*
哦　你說我不該不該　不該在這時候說了我愛你
要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣
哦　請告訴我　暫停算不算放棄
我只有一天的回憶
你說我不該不該　不該在這時說了愛你
要怎麼證明我沒力氣
告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我說我不該不該　不該在這時才說愛你
要怎麼證明我沒有力氣
我只有一天的回憶


so i will just wait for the next right one to come.. :) 
and i think one fine day i will just be fine.. 

but i think this year is really a new start for me..
i will overcome all and come out as a winner... 
i can do it! ;)

shall see if i have time to update my birthday celebration this week a not.. 
if not sorry readers,, 
you might have to wait until i am free.. :)